Ok so i know you hate me bloggin,
i know you hate my words,
for reasons understanding,
your probably hate me,

sorry just some wierd things i say something,
understand i'm just a strange girl in a normal cruel world,
and i want to make the best of it,
even though i seem like a fool sometimes,
i know what my intentions are,
and i know that you probably dont care,
but i thought i would enlighten you with me!!!!!!!!!!

so i rhyme a little,
and sing while i write,
cos it makes a tune,
and it brings the light,
to the darkest of my hours,
and the cloudiest of days,
i sing for no reaons,
i sing to praise,
all the beauty around me,
the laughter and joy,
live for the moment,
even though its quite clear,
that not many people are happy,
even less are content,
but live for the moment,
live for the rent,
which berries you under,
in debts galour,
just live for the money,
just live by the law.

but aint it such a chore.


moments like this i just seem to write like this, i dont know why really, but i think i will post these more often, maybe people will understand me better, or maybe i will understand myself.

let me know what you think.

x

Now i know its rediculous writing a blog, because no one every reads them (well they dont read mine, maybe its because i have nothing interesting to say). plus i'm writing about the holiday which is what is all over my bebo at the moment, and for some of u unlucky sods its on urs too. he he

Here's the situation from day one.

Me and my new found friend were having a conversation about how life is boring and we never have something really exciting to look forward too. so we thought of going and pempering outselves on one of those girly weekends, problem being is that neither me or my friend pia are that girly, so we weren't that excited by it. then we thought of something fun we could do near our birthday's and thought that fuck it, were gonna try and get people together for a holiday.

we looked up some places, and found a good deal, and that night i went to the pub and told my mate henry, and he jumped at the chance, and seemed so excited. i then managed to get another 3 people interested, and then the next week i booked the holiday via first choice. me and pis went and when we came out of tompsons we were very childish and jumped and bounced all the way to the pub shouting that we were going on holiday (bouncy boucny bouncy fun fun fun, the wonderful thing about tiger is im the only one).

everything was going smoothyly untill last week, when one of my friends (no names mentioned) decided that he would ignore my calls, and in all situations ignore me. not being able to get in contact with him for about a week i decided to talk to his mum (who's a lovely and helpful women) and she said that he had no money, and she was deeply sorry for leaving me in the lerch (fucking bastard)

so now me and pia are not bouncing like tigger as franticly as we were before, but nothing really gets us dwon, and were not ones who are fussy about who comes on holiday with us, they just have to be willing to have a wicked time, drinking and messin about. girl or boy makes no difference to us (literally) and money's not really an isue because either way we have to fork out 160 if someones coming or not.

so come along and join in the fun. go on you know you want to.

XxxxX

Anyone who likes going to gigs, listening to wicked music and having fun should check this out. There's a gig in loughton on Tuesday 10th January. Bands playing include:

DANCING WITH HENRY
AMBER VOID
BLAH BLAH BLAH
SAM BLOXSIDGE

and more to be announced

First act on stage at 7:45pm

£3.50 entry

and................

CHEAP DRINKS!!!!!!!!!!

if anyones interested then go to www.myspace.com/ambervoid to check out furhter details or email me at sarahwilliams@5rb.com

hope to hear from you all soon.

XxxxX