I Hate everything///Why cant my life be perfect///My life is a living hell///The only thing near perfect is my friends///And only some of them at that///I am so sick of all of this shit///I think I am going to talk to my dad about moving with my grandparents or something///I just dont know what to do anymore///Somebody please tell me what I should do cause I really don't know///If I ever see them in the halls together I think I might die///I dont want to see that///It will just make me even more miserable than I already am///It really sucks cause everyone expects me to be this happy person///When in all reality I am NOT in ANY WAY///I can't wait to leave///That will be the highlight of my life///I know I say this things now but I know that if I start talking to him or whatever I will fall right back in love with him///I hate it does he know he has me wrapped around his pinky?///I never thought any one could control my life like he does///I would do ANYTHING for him and he knows it///My friends tell me that he never loved me thats why he hurt me///Do they realize it just hurts more to hear that someone you love with ALL your heart never even loved you back///I mean I am not stupid and I know he doesnt love me anymore but I would at least like to think that he loved me once upon a time///BUt I have better things to do than this///BYE