Well Now,

I am a pretty random girl. I live an abnormal life....drama drama everywhere! I tend to attact the older crowd....old men really....lol pple who get it. I'm a Bitter Person Who Refuses to Trust. I have been hurt. Don't Think I Should "Just Get Over it". I Can't. I Want to but It's Hard.
I am an Extremely Loyal Person. You Can't Get Away With Dissing My Friends. Yes, I Still am Protective of Nick. Don't Dis Him or I will Kick You in The Face 9 Yimes. Carolyn is Still On My Top 20. Nolan is Still Nolan. Yes, I am a Flirt and a Tease. Don't Use that as an Excuse for Telling me I owe you SEX. I Won't Sleep With You. I am Catholic and very proud of it. If I use the "im catholic, I cant" line w/you, thats bullshit. Its my cover. I Like to Live up the the Catholic School Girl Stories, but Don't Expect it or Ill Leave you hanging. Im a Very Confident Person. This is Not a Reason to Hate Me. I Live By What Adam Once told Me, "Boob, if girls hate you its bcuz they are jealous. If guys hate you, its bcuz they want you." I am Hot. Get Over It. Yes, I probably did Kiss Your Boyfriend. He Came on to Me. Im Not a Bitch, You Just Wish I was bcuz I'm so Nice. I Don't Judge People. I Don't Talk Shit About Carolyn. I Didn't Sleep With Nick. I Don't Think Mel & I are "best friends". BULLSHIT. BEST fRIENDS ACTUALLY HANG OUT. I am an angry person. I've lost my two best friends and my rock, I Hate Fake People. Yes, I Hate "Popular People". You Guys are SO Fake. Its Sick. You worry so much about being "normal" but you forget that being abnormal is Normal. Yes, I do Randomly Lick My Feet. Yes, I am Weird. Hate Me, I Love it. My Life is Outside of KML and it Will Always be that way. I Love You Until You Give Me a Reason Not To. Never Tell Me I'm Not Worth it, I Will Make You Learn How Worth It I Really Am. Probably By Dating Your Best Friend. Never Trust What I Tell You. Boys are Games To Me. Thank Nolan For That. If I Tell You "You are Hot", I Probably Don't Mean It. Yes, I Do Defend The Bitches of This World. You Don't Have To Remind Me That She Hates Me. I Still Have Her Back. I Can Do This Bcuz I Know She is Just Jealous I Have Her Ex Boyfriend. Yeah, I Did Teach Him That Thing He Does With His Hands. You Liked it, I know You Did. Yeah You Have Him Now, but He Will Come Back To Me in The End. I'm Not a Whore. I Just Use Guys. They are the Easiest Creatures in The World To Understand Until You Become Vulnerable. Never Give a Boy Your Heart Until He Has Given You Something of Worth. Im not Talking Jewelary. Im Talking Emotional Realness. He's Probably Feeding You Shit To Get in Your Pants, Unless He Offers Something Of Himself to You...I'm Not Talking About His Penis. He Will Let Any Mildly Attractive Girl Play With It. You Aren't Special To Him Until He Ditches His Buddies For You or Defends You in Front of His Buds. Maybe He Even Called You "Sweetheart". SICK. Be Original.
On a Happy Note---
I show my Dog Lexie and love every minute of it. I have the best trainer in the world! She owns the top border collie in the nation, Wildfire Ticket to Ride. He's Amazing.

I Love My Friends TO DEATH. They are my *new* rocks. So Suppportive. So Cute! You guys are with me through it all...The Carolyn Drama, The Nick Drama, The School Drama, everything. I couldn't Love You All More!

Dear Becka,
Always know and forever believe that you have caring, loving, friends. You may not see it but most of your friends want you to be happy because you are enjoyable to be around. Don't think that you are alone because you have many friends, many of which are now from Kettle Moraine. So you are no longer lonely at school. I don't know why you think people hate you, I have never heard anyone at Kettle give you a hard time about anything other than being Catholic, which isn't that bad because most of the time they don't know shit about what they are talking about and its funny to listen to. Also this thing with Nick, I think you know what is right but you deny it because you think he "CARES ABOUT YOU". Your other friends probably he isn't worth it just like me, even though you don't really tell me. But he doesn't care about you because you are not even 3rd on his list.

Nicks List:
1. Drugs
2. Little Miss Bitch
3. Doing stupid shit
4. Trying to make prey of Becka

You think he is cute and he is so friendly and fun, but he is by far, not the best guy you could get. You may have the hot's for him and think he is not bad on the inside but anyone who would rather do drugs than date you is fucking looney. Then he goes and dates a total bitch over you because "he is bored". Jeremy thinks, "WTF!!?". Then when he knows you want him to call you he completely ignores you for the fun of it, real nice. He makes you think you are nothing special. Why do you hurt yourself? Get a "BOYFRIEND" who "CARES' about you, you deserve that much, and you can get that with relative ease. By the way, he is your "Boyfriend" and as much as you say you don't have a relationship, you do. Becka you are special, you are worthy, you can prevail. For your own sake, please make the right decision.
You are a very KIND HEARTED person, you are fun to be around. Nobody likes to see you suffer. Lastly I despise seeing you being upset all the time, you are a good friend of mine, I hate the thought of you putting yourself in a world of hurt. Please listen to your friends, we all care about you.

Sincerely,
Jeremy Peterson

So Im writing to my blog because Im so schozzling bored! Isnt Vegas supposse to e a good time? I guess not...lol So my research paper should die...I only have 5 pages done...I need 8. Blah Blah Blah......Someone entertain me!