Well it is almost the new year and yet I feel like I haven't accomplished anything again. Accept this year I did accomplish things that I started a long time ago. For example, I made my last and final trip down to Lousiville Kentucky with the FFA to receive my American FFA Degree. You could kinda say that I started working towards that back when I was in high school, which was almost five years ago already. I also managed to meet a really sweet guy this year, who I have deep feelings for. When he isn't around I feel like a part of me is missing and can't wait till the next time I see him. I also managed to quit my old job of three years and found one where I actually feel like the people appreciate me being there instead of taking advantage of my niceness and willingness to bend over backwards to please people.

I hope that everyone had a great year. I can't wait for 2006 to come so I can start all over again on a fresh slate.

So yeah today was Christmas and usually it is one of my favorite holidays but not this year, it has just been a day in hell. Pardon my language but it was one of those days where I would have rathered jump off a bridge than be at home with everyone. I hate to cut this short but they are calling us down for dinner, I promise to write more later.