Gettin completely pissed again tonite depends if my parents come back!!!
I LOVE RYO!!!
HE'S MINE SO PISS OFF
I loves ya smexy bum!!!!
Tee-Heee
don't go on holiday do leave me here with these loada freaks take me with you ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ill go in your suitcase mite be a bit heavy!!!

I feel like shit im completly pissed loving ryan everyminitue of the day i love him do do do much i have a chain you no
Dan loves me and i love ryan and ryan loves sarah and sarah loves ryan p how loves charl who loves him back!!!
I LOVE RYAN SO SO MUCH
why dont he love me
what i do!!
why i deserve this
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Him, the guy that i want the guy i dream for.
Best friends forever.
But I want more.
I guessed he didnt want me.
He want the stupid hore.
So now I stand alone.
The way i did before.

Hurt and betraded.
Torn and faded.
Lost a picture in his mind.
I act like i dont care but really its there.
And its eating me up inside.

If i stayed away
He'd still be in my dreams.
Id think about him every day.
Every time i closed my eyes id see him standing there.
Looking down on me and laugthing.

I'm afraid,
agfraid of loosing you forever.
I cant live without you ive tryed.
so why cant it be whats so wrong with me.
I love you and thats all that matters.
But its not i'm not your type.