The shadows coming closer
As I wait for the sun to come
Darkness has taken over
Light is forever gone

Waiting till this darkness ends
The world is slowly fading
As am I, as is my heart
Fading away like cold fog

The sadness in this world rising
No more bright smiles or happy faces
Only the cold remains
Freezing hearts and shattering souls

And still I sit here
Alone in the darkness
Waiting for the light to come
Waiting for the sun to rise

Giving up the hope
As I know that darkness will stay
The cold will take over my heart
And the sadness will shatter my soul

please kill me now,
i hope i die, everyday
is a sad sigh... people
dont notice me, they
want me to be perfect
but that everyday makes
me feel not worth it.
misery is comming back to me
i thought it went away.
please just kill me now cause
i dont want to stay,
And just to think my whole life
SUX makes me hope im gone forever

Call me what you want.
I'm already dead on the inside.
It doesn't hurt me.
I'm here telling you, nothing you can say can make me bleed red.
I'm already dead on the inside.
You want me to cry
You want me to yell
You want me to say it hurts.
But I won't.

I don't feel the need to cry, yell or anything.
I'm dead on the inside and I don't feel the pain.
I feel only anger.
I feel the anger sweep through my core
I resit in punching and making you wither in the pain I know or rather knew
'Cause I'm dead on the inside


I want to make you feel my pain
I want to make you cry in pain
I want to make you see that my pain hurts
I want to make you see that......
I'm already dead on the inside

I'm here standing all alone
Not giving a shit about you, or anything but myself
Why?
No one knows my pain
No one feels my pain
For my pain is my pain
My burden
My curse
My gift

I live in it
I breath it
I smell it
I see it
I feel it
I live with it 24/7
I live with this pain every second, every minute, everyday, every week, every month, every year and then I go through it again.

Could you do this?
Could you live with this pain?
For every moment of your life?
'Till the day you die?
Or maybe if by a mircle the pain goes away and dies like you have on the inside?

I don't think you can
You can only live with it when you've been there for it from the very begining
Felt it grow
Watched it grow
Felt the pain from others stop and your own grow
Watched your life grow darker
And you couldn't stop it
But in a way, you knew..........you didn't want to

So, you see?
Say whatever you want
It doesn't hurt
I can say things too
Hit me if you want
It doesn't hurt
I'll just hit back
Do whatever you want
It doesn't matter
It doesn't hurt

Call me whatever you want
I'm already dead on the inside
I'm here telling you, nothing can make me bleed red.
I'm already dead on the inside.