to tell u the truth i am using this as a online diary. i know it seems weird since anybody can see it but i highly dought anybody will. my best friend tash is finally able to see the inuyasha music videos that i love. my fav. one if i hadn't said already is wonderful journey. it makes me feel a little jealouse of cartoon people. but it also makes me feel more calm and makes my mind clearer. the song in the backround is called wonderful journey and its my fav. song and i know that seems really weird. well thats all i have to say o and also i am going on my camping trip this friday threw sunday. ok thats all

Well Hi,
Know i don't want to talk about my inner life in my room everyday i want to talk about my outer life, my outer me. Well i love to talk with my friends and shop. I have a light brown skin tone, and i also have such dark brown hair that it looks black but when its in the sun it looks a little more brown. thats all i can say for know. i will write more later if i get the chance.

Well, theres not much to say about my life. I am just a regular 12 year old muslim bengali girl who has been down latly. I have a mom a dad a house a new truck a camping trip coming up and i am just feeling dpressed. i think i now know why, as a muslim girl i can't date if when i am hold enough too. u see in my religion my parents say the parents choose whom there son or daughter will marry. i have guesses who there r going to choose but i can never be sure. and knowing that and watching my inuyasha music video clips about there journy with eachother and the other journey they have with each others love for each other. its hard for a girl especially me to not be able to date and learn and grow from each one. i guess its also because i had my period yup for the first time! the song that makes me this down is also the song that makes me happy its called wonderful journey and its my fav. song know and i hpe to be for the rest of my life! i love the song.
its in many japenesse created shows like the ones i have seen pokemon, inuyasha and i think salior moon too.

inuyahsha is about a half demeon half man guy who was imprisoned on a tree with an arrow and was freed buy a girl named Kogome who found him in the past by finding a well that goes to the past that he's in now they travel between the times growing together and just loving each other more each day.
i really do love the song wonderful journey. i cant believe i am saying this but i need a friend and i mean a guy friend a friend thats a guy and that understands me. but that is as close to impossible as it can get.
my favorite time of the day is when i go into my covers thats the time i make up my fantasys of what i wish my life would be like but all of those fantacys r as close to impossible as they can get too. but u can always dream and thats what i do but i know i have to wake up some day and hopefully not need the dreams as much anymore maybe when school starts but that might make me need them more. i don't know but i think writing down my thoughts is going to help like i am know.
my school friends r Natasha (tashi) damaris, kelsey,and misha. my bengali muslim friends r, Lamisa, Anisa, Shabnam, Shahreen, Suki, and well i guess tasfia too i also have anisas sisters Saria and Nasiha and then theres my old baby siter Ishaka and her little sister Rayka.

i guess i did write a little more then a little about my life. i didn't think i would. the music video i am watching know is called Moonlight Showdow its a good one too. i really do like inuyasha i cant watch it since i don't have cable even if i did its on way to late for my parents to let me see it. even during the summer. well i am going to write again soon i think maybe this much we'll see