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Rachel Gries

R.I.P gramma...

6/7/08 | me too! | Reply

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  • Last active: 11/13/08
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About Me

Me, Myself, and I
well...im bored. i go to Norris highschool but I live in Lincoln. Mountain Dew and South Park kick ass!! uhmmmmm....wow i can't think of things. I luv to hang with my friends and burn things. I hate school, but i go to see my friends cuz they don't live near me and it really sux.
Music
Slipknot, System of a Down, Metallica, Devildriver, Cannibal Corpse, The Black Dahlia Murder, As I Lay Dying, Black Sabbath, Marilyn Manson, Skinny Puppy, Trivium, Deicide, Static-X
Films
Saw, the Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Dumb and Dumber, Dazed and Confused, The Sixth Sense, Pirates of the Caribbean
Sports
Hacky Sack
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hanging with friends

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  • R.I.P

    My gramma died yesterday. I was expecting it, but even so, it still doesn't make it much easier to deal with when some one you were so close to dies. I'm really going to miss her.:(

    0 Comments 268 weeks

  • I feel like it

    Well I have nothing better to do at the moment, and since I'm already on the computer I guess I'll write to myself on this stupid little blog thing here.

    Hmm, nothing's been going on. For those random people who don't exist that read my blogs which suck my medication has again been increased and hopefully will actually help with my anxiety instead of drugging me into a coma. So now I'm on 300 mg of Lamictal instead of the 200 that I've been on for the last couple of years. That pill is so freaking hard to swallow. Last time I checked, my esophagus wasn't shaped like an octogon, but I could be wrong...so why the hell is the pill shaped like that?! Tis a mystery that shall never be solved, or maybe it will...but I shall never know about it.

    I am applying for Hy-Vee...oh boy. But I really need a job, so I guess it'd be nice if I got the job and also there's a Hy-Vee close to my house, so If I can't get my license at least I could walk there.

    Well I think I'm going to finish filling out this application and go play video games or something...yup.

    0 Comments 274 weeks

  • AAH!

    Oh my god, anxiety sucks!! I have general anxiety disorder and it's fucking with so many things in my life right now. For one thing, I'm 16 and i turned 16 a few months ago, but I have yet to go get my driver's license because I'm so nervous when I drive and I'm really nervous when I take tests, so driving and taking a test at the same time...I don't think that will go well at all...

    Another thing, my OCD, which is really mild and doesn't really affect my life that much has gotten worse because my anxiety has gotten worse. It's now that I get nervous if I dont' eat the same meal every night, or I don't brush my teeth the same way, I dont' count to five when I'm getting paper towles, I don't put my left arm through my shirt first or my left leg through my pant leg first, I get really anxious when I talk on the phone...

    Also my tics have gotten worse...I don't have tourettes, but I do have tics I think due to anxiety...I shake my head or my face twitches or I jerk my right arm...it's really annoying and my dad who knows about it, keeps asking my why I'm making all these weird movements, and I just have to tell him i can't help it, but he doesn't believe me...

    I keep having panic attacks which make it impossible to get anything done...also I'm picking at my skin almost constantly...it's all really frusterating, and the worst part of it all is, I don't have any control over any of it. I really wish my psychiatrist would increase my meds or something...at least for the end of the school year because of finals and all of that. It's a lot of stress and I can't deal with any more stress right now. :(

    0 Comments 275 weeks

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  • Hippy Hannahy
    luv Hippy Hannahy

    Hey Rachel, sorry it's been a while since we've talked. how are you doing? PS/ I promise this isn't a spam :P they've been getting on ppls accounts and spaming other people. it's weird. ttyl, Take care ~Hannah

    11/16/08
  • Rachel Gries
    Rachel Gries

    QUIT SPAMMING ME!!!>:(

    7/25/08
  • Hippy Hannahy
    luv Hippy Hannahy

    hey watz up? feels like forever since i talked to you, anything new happend? Lots have happend here really, some more depressing, the other half just crazy, but i guess it will all get better till the end if i just try to let it too. welp ttyl take care ~Hannah

    1/24/08
  • Tom T
    luv Tom T

    hey there, have fun in the snow Tom

    1/17/08
  • Hippy Hannahy
    Hippy Hannahy

    hey haven't talked in awhile, how are you? hope you're doing good i'm ok i guess doing a lil better, there's somthings that i'm obsoultely hating but i'll get over it.xD ttyl take care ~Hannah

    11/10/07
  • Ana Risa
    luv Ana Risa

    it was fun!! haha i could imagine u as a bee, crazy rachel...lol. jk that's a cool costume. (the Bee movie hahaahaha) i didn't go trick-or-treating but i did see some mini ganstas on the street and i stood out in the cold talking to ppl for about 2 hrs. haha stupid me. it was so cold yesterday!!!!! but yes, i did have a blast. ur eating all that candy and i don't have any lol.

    11/2/07
  • Ana Risa
    Ana Risa

    yep i'm sure it is. yum. actually being a pirate wouldn't be horrible...matey!

    10/14/07
  • Ana Risa
    luv Ana Risa

    well, i went last year lol. I don't know what i'm going to do this year...maybe go to the rocca berry farm and walk around. i think it's funny i only use bebo to talk to u haha...that's fine tho. but do u have myspace or somethin? you know what you could be for halloween? -a rachel...haha

    10/11/07
  • Ana Risa
    luv Ana Risa

    ALMOST HALLOWEEN!! ru excited?

    10/9/07
  • Hippy Hannahy
    Hippy Hannahy

    hey watz up? nm here, things go in and out, good or bad, so i guess i'm just facing the fears or distasters of it. so watz new? ~Hannah

    10/3/07
  • Ana Risa
    luv Ana Risa

    who ru? jk havent seen u in forever...idk if u remeber jaden from camp 2 yrs ago but he's going to my school now. that kid from ord? ya...funny. hope everythings cool...going to norris still? ive been driving for a yr now and its awesome. chyeeeeeea. btw i dooo love ramen.

    9/21/07
  • Hippy Hannahy
    Hippy Hannahy

    hey how are you? I'm pretty good, just a lot of new changes happend and it's been great. so watz up? we should get together sometime and just hang out that'd be awesome man. welp ttfn ~Hannah

    8/29/07
  • Hippy Hannahy
    Hippy Hannahy

    hey watz up? omg it was so awesome, i just got back metal screaming somewhere so my heads like spinning cuz everything around was spinning.lol it was pretty awesome, you'll have to see me metal :P welp ttyl ~Hannah

    8/11/07
  • Tom T
    luv Tom T

    hey there, i leave at 1:30, i love you and see you when i get back

    7/29/07