EVA NICHOLE VARNADO..



THE MOST INCREADIBLE WOMAN IN THE WORLD, DIED MAY 31ST... SHE WAS MY MOTHER AND ITS HARD BEIN HERE WITHOUT HER...



TODAY I GOTTA PHONE CALL AT 10:10A.M... THEY SAID I HAD TO GO TO LOUISIANA A.S.A.P CUZ MY MOMS BLOOD PRESSURE DROPPED DANGEROUSLY LOW...



WE RUSHED AS FAST AS WE COULD FROM MISSISSIPPI TO LOUISIANA (I WAS VISITING MY DAD)

WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL... AND WENT UP TO HER ICU ROOM

THE DOOR WAS CLOSED AND IM LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON...

MY DAD TOLD ME TO COME IN THE ROOM...

AND SAID.. " YOUR MOM PASSED AWAY"



OMG... I WENT CRAZY YELLING AND CUSSING AND SCREAMING...

SHE DIED BEFORE I GOT THERE...

AND HER BODY LOOKED SO UNREAL...

MY FAMILY TRIED TO MAKE HER LOOK AS BEST AS THEY COULD... (PUT SOME MAKE UP ON.. AND A FLOWER IN HER HAIR)

HER SKIN WAS SO.. WHITE

AND I WANTED TO BELIEVE THAT THEY COULD DO SOMETHING TO MAKE HER LIVE

BUT THEY CANT.

AND I MISS HER SO MUCH.

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I REMEBER MY MOM WAS THE COOLEST MOM EVER..SHE WAS SO SMART,BEAUTIFUL, AND SO TALENTED. SHE WAS THE BEST SINGER IN THE WORLD TO ME AND SHE CERTAINLY LOVED HER KIDS.. I JUST WANT TO HOLD AND TALK TO HER SO BAD... AND I KNO SHES IN A BETTER PLACE.. BUT ITS HARD TO KNO SHES GONE



SHE WAS AN INCREDIBLE WOMAN.. A LEGEND... AND I KNOW SHE LOVED ME JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVED HER... HER KIDS WERE HER MAIN PRIORITY AND SHE ACCOMPLISHED SO MUCH FOR A SINGLE PARENT

MY ADVICE TO ALL OF YOU IS: BE GOOD TO YOUR MOTHERS, YOU ONLY GET ONE.