Well been ages since i wrote on this nearly a year i think. Got my job with Arsenal and never been happier. I look and feel better then what i did last year as well. Things are always going well and i can't moan about things. Times do change and things and people move on. Alot of tears and struggle have happen from early 2007 but overal could be one of the best years i've had in a long time. I got my friends back after years of neglect and being interested in one person... who is now out of my life Funny, when you change and grow away from someone who you been with for a yr and a half it's good to see you made that right choice. Think people will understand where i'm comin from on this one. I'm not bitter and never have been. Because out of all the problems from that i'm stronger and doing better now.Been low and taken advatange of and i don;t have that no more. No more silly clinginess and feeling i have to do everything right for one person. In life you have to put ur self first and for once i'm doing it.

Manda, the best thing to happen this year. People would agree she pulled me on a good road and the success i'm having right now wouldn't be if it wasn't her. When i got with her i was half way from losing my place on my course and losing my career before it started. This girl means ever so much to me and these feelings have never been so strong. All my mates think she's a nice girl and my whole family is thinking i'm doing the right thing for sticking with her. Yes we had our problems and we have worked through them and nothing is stopping us. Love you so much manda and this is my lil part to you.

Friends and Family! Lets face it i'm not the best when staying in contact with people. But It's not out of sight out of mind. Tom you had it the worse. We've been mates from 4 yr old and sorry for being a knob. Nic, Hazel, Sophie Mike and Kathy (WHAT A LADY HEHE!!) Glad i got one big good thing from me spliting with sarah. Your a special group of friends shame that one person let others come in between ur friendship with her. I've changed for the better with my friends and i work hard to keep them all happy now. I Love all of you each of you are special no matter what you think. I know i aint spoken about all of you but this is a good blog loool

Other things that have happen is the new car which i got in march. Got fed up with fanny (the cars name for my fiesta) and got the punto. I'm even thinkin of gettin a new car again something with a bit more kick looool With in 3months of breaking up i cut everything out. Pics, SHIT gifts, cards, feelings and a car loool. Ok i done some stupid things this year and got my self in some trouble but i'm lucky it hasn't been as worse as what it is. So as we're in the last month of 2007 and ppl have prob stop reading by now been busy init loool


hhhmmm..... i guess not rly a song to finish with here. But i would love to see some comments from my friends. I'll leave on this for now. I wrote this so bare with me on it.

Time gone in an instant


Time keeps ticking, minutes fade away, seconds gone in an instant.
But overal friends and family i havn't stop thinking about you
You love people and you move on but every thing happens for a reason
that one person makes you who you are.
But that one person can turn you in to what you can become.
Think everything and love the way you wanna be love
Because time can be gone in an instant as i can be one day.
Never cry as you know i'm asleep time will will let me rest with you.
Feel my pressence around you forever don't let me go
Because just like time, I too can be gone in an instant.

life is at a new time high! i't been a while since i typed on here as well. Manda, love u loads n cnt wait for clacton, 5months nearly n nothing but pure happiness. I've finshed my course and now i'm coachin loads. Got a new car and a doggy lol!

But one thing i do have to say is tha believe me i have the balls to coe round your house. Bit outtas that ur stil got my stuff. STOP HOLDIN ON TO THE PAST!!! lol

Butlins soon cnt wait lets rip it up boys.... no one can stop us lot now muhaahahaha...... lol

Five - Get on up

Get on up when your down, baby
take a good look around
i know it aint much, but it's ok
so keep on moving on anyway!!

Wow the past few weeks av ben nuts. Broke up wit sarah for my own personal reasons and for the right ones. But not long after that i got closer to a mate and now we're togther. Jus want Manda to know everythin will turn out ok lol.

I do wanna be mates with sarah but time will tell. college is up and dwn each week. My teaher tried suspending me for readin the paper lmao!!

But the best thin of all if that i got my mates bk. Time, freedom and space all of which i've wanted for a while.

Cheers,

Tom, Diz n Jon u lot man i swear u made da past weeks jokes!!!

"Just in Case I Don't Make it home tonight
Wanna make love to you for the last time"