We get pushed, the first thing that comes to mind is push back/ We're so quick to react that we lose track, lose our reserve/ Then we speak words and do actions which should have never've occured/ We take things too far and the situation gets obsurd/ We're to proud to admit that we were wrong/ So we just let the situation string a long/ We bring along hate and we harbor malice/ Not man or woman enough to step up to the challenge/ Just to quit, submit and admit to our mistakes/ Promises' break but a friendship shouldn't/ Before the money, girls and popularity a friendship wouldn't/ But now it seems that the girls in tight jeans and the dreams of cream/ Have made us fall apart at the seams/ How did we get lost in trynna become part of a scene/ As hard as it seems, we can make it through this if we try/ You and I/ But we gotta remember that loyalty is key/ And the truth shall set you free/ But if you don't want a part of this then I'll let you be.....

Thought's on the world around us...

For the mother's raisin' sons and daughters with no help from fathers/ For those sons and daughters who got caught in the slaughter/ For those lost many who use their souls as barter/ For the future and the waters still left unchartered/ For the martyr who saved my soul and gave his life for me/ For those babies who were givin' life but not the chance to breath/ The destinies meant to happen with no chance to be/ This is a chance for me to let the answers free/ The mind states we have is where the cancer breeds/ For the brothers trapped in the system with no chance to leave/ They need a chance to see and take a glance at HE/ That was the chance for me and I took it/ He helped me walk a straight line that was crooked/ From the buroughs of New York to the hoods of L.A./ The famished lands of Zimbabwe and the sands of Sandro Pe/ This game that we've played for so long must cease/ No I can't quit yet cause I can't see peace/ My outlet, this art is my part/ If my name were Noah this would be my A.R.K./ Use the mic as my staff to spread the Red Sea apart/ Christ is my light so I can see in dark/ But for too many He's not/ That's why I continue to plot and make moves to the top/ Get in a high position and give them no chance but to listen/ They don't have to except it/ They just can no longer neglect it/ I can't quit, the reasons too many/ This gospel right here, gotta preach it to plenty/ All eyes on me like a speach at a wedding/ This fire inside got me preachin' already/ I can't quit on my Father cause He never did on me/ Down for His cause, always been a friend to me/ So with all my energy/ I'll keep going to the whole world here's the remedy...

Lately I've been going through my growing pains. I'm seeing "everything" in a new light. Things I once so cherrished before are now meaningless, things that had no meaning before are now so significant. My patience, courage, loyalty, honor and heart have been tested as of late. I myself think I'm makin' it through these tests pretty much ok. I could do better and I will. Everyday now I'm growing closer to GOD and seeing how much HE loves ME. He's had my back the whole way through and he is the rock I stand on and the reason I stumble but never fall. I can't lie, though it has been rough I'm makin' it through. The challenges I've faced as of lately have been hard and strennuos but thanks to people God has put in my life they are now becoming easier. You know who you are and I just want to say right now that I love, appreciate and respect you for your help, loyalty and love.

What my future holds, I don't know. The one thing I do know is that I will go head first into it and I will not fear. I'm in love with my God.(1 John 4:1 Through His son all things have been made possible. I'm more than a conquerer and I'm not a quitter. The minute I quit so does God.

If you're reading this just know everything is better than okay with me. I'm happy and I'm just learning new lessons on life. If it seems I'm distant or turning a cold shoulder don't take it the wrong way. I've learned if you want anything to grow and bloom beautifyully you must give it space. SO please do so for me.

Love you all.