so for those of you who remember the Josh insident from when we were in school just to let you who do not know yet that we are going out again. YES i know i know "carrah what are you thinking of going out with him again when he did that to you" right? well dispite what happend i just couldnt get that ass out of my head and well i just love the man for somereason i do not know why LOL. but we have been going out sence sept.9th and still going wich i personaly didnt think itd last this long but hey what do i know obviously i was worng i addmit that LOL.
i just love being with i love seeing the crazy side of him that ive never seen befor he keeps saying sorry about him acting hypercrazy but i told him that i dont care i love it i thought he was just this not so talkative (still isnt)none crazy guy well guess what? I WAS WRONG YET AGAIN LOL. im learning more and more about him and hes more like me then some of you ppl think its just that i dont show that side of me (<only for the ppl who know how JJ is lol)
and its been really cool cuz ive also been getting closer to my other two guys friends Travis and David. we are like that 4 muskaterrs (well when we can be lol) . we all go over to JJs and play games watch moves and just be crazy (if we can). i .love it i thought that being out of school wouldnt be fun but i was WRONG iv been wrong a lot i see from wrighting this lol. I have the greatest friends Angie Travis David and Josh

so today i hung out with Josh , Vanessa and Courtany.
Josh picked me up at house around 10:15 and then we went to summer school to pick V and Courtany up which was kinda nice cause i got to see JoJo ^-^ it was nice to see him he said he was happy to see me, made me giddy when i read that message on myspace, but anyway i also got to see Amanda but i also saw Hanna T_T but it made me happy to see Chris and even happyer when i saw Mr.Green ^o^ after that the four of us went to starbucks and i paid foreveryone cause they were to slow getting the money topic together i didnt mind cause if i was behind the counter i would be like "sometime today people". after that we dropped them off at school again and Josh and i went to his house and i watched him play games on his computer while i was layin on his comfy bed talkin to people on my phone and had those pink pellows i love so much lol ^o^
then we wnt into the other room with the internet so he can show me the race game he plays all the time and he talked to V as well ^-^ hahah and then he did this she asked what i was doing and he said that she didnt want to know. all the sudden he got a call fom her askin what i was doin and he started to fake yellin at me to "STOP" and "THAT HURTS"and banged on the table and started makein like sex noises but she wasnt sayin nothin so he hung up and she called back askin why he did that and what i was doin and he told he the truth and Courtany got all angery and tellin him to stop but V new that we werent doin anything but that was freekin funny
But that sad this was i would have done something to him cause my feelings started comeing back and "urges" started acting up BAD CARRAH i know i knowXD
before this happened we were still in his room when the doorbell rang and he went to get it then i hear him say "Hey carrah its your fave person" and i was like who the hell so i got up to see and it was freekin travisT_T. you know the feelin when you see someone that you hate so much and you feel like throwin up yah thats how i felt about him right when iturnd the corner and saw his ass. we previously gotinto a fight on myspace and i never really want to talk to him again that arrigant pos
so i went back to joshes room and layd on the bed and they came in and i was like "crapp" so they talked about the game josh was playin and i just turned around and slept until he left lol
then i got to go home and my brother and i went to target and i got some new movies and i bought matt a toy car and a movie as well then we went to lunch and then home
SO THATS HOW MY DAY WAS TODAY LOL

ia mso bord that i could kill some one so that i had something to do all i do is sit in the house on the computer or playin my ps ya know what THATS IT IM GOING TO STUDDY FOR MY PERMIT SO I CAN GET MY LICENCE SO I CAN DRIVE PLACES !!! XD