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THE DISTURBANCE OF HYPER INSOMNIA

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The pain of sending your most beloved ones to the gates of heaven is excruiciating pain, like the si
Me, Myself, and I
If you come as softly

as the wind within the trees

You may hear what I hear

See what sorrow sees.
Plot of elfen lied (anime)
This anime is about a species named the "Diclonius" That species has horns on their heads and has something called "vectors" which are invisible arms that grow on their back . "Diclonius" are enemies of man kind and are often killed instantly once they are born unless they are taken to labs to do experiments worse than torture. There was a diclonis named Lucy had a dreadful past and got in one of the labs and when she was 16 she escaped and killed lots of people on her way. She got a bullet in her head while she escaped causing her to have a split personality. When she got on land and met humans she had a split personality causing her only able to say "Nyu" A boy named Kouta found her and decided to call her Nyu since she was only able to say "Nyu" Her spilt personality was a nice and innocent girl.


there is still a lot more to it so jsut WATCH THE ANIME CAUSE ITS GREEEAT~!
Music
my fav singers and the songs I like form them..

other fav singers
- Amuro Namie
- Gackt
- Hyde

utada hikaru:
simple and clean, sanctuary, be my last, wait and see, can you keep a secret, sakura tears, heart station, deep river, prisoner of love, first love, , animato, blow my whistle, 100 reasons why, addicited to you, ASAP, be my last, colours, moving on without you, final distance, travelling, letters, keep trying, beautiful world/ kiss and cry, hikari, stay gold

Evanscene:
tourniquet, bleed.

Sads:
Masquerade

Toni gonzaga:
catch me I"m falling

Ayumi Hamasaki:
Voyage

Kalafina:
Oblivious

Trish Thuy Trang:
my destiny

Van tomiko:
Farewell

Kana


Chevelle:
comfortable liar

Hitomi Kuroishi:
Stories

Flow:
Colours, world end
plzz read this~!
A girl and a guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle. Girl: Slow down, i"m scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it"s not, please, it"s so scary. Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: I love you, slow down. Guy: Now give me a big hug *She gave him a big hug* Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself, It"s really bothering me. The next day in the newspaper, a motorcycle crashed into a building due to brake failure. Two people were in the crash, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road the guy realized that the breaks weren"t working, but he didn"t want the girl to know. Instead, he had her hug him and tell him she loves him one last time. Then he had her put his helmet on so that she would live, even if it meant that he would die. If you would do the same for the person you love, copy this down....
just get off ur seat
" You can't just sit back hoping good things to happen.. if you want something to happen can you actually get off ur seat and do something?~! you are responsible for this and you will have to correct it, the only reason why you can "just give it to god" is because you gave up making that thing to happen... praying to god and asking him for help is good, but you can't use that as a excuse to jsut sit there and do nothing"~!!!!

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Utada Hikaru is one of Japan's most successful artists of all time. She is bilingual and well known for her theme song contributions to Kingdom Hearts.

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Who says you need dreams? You have such an overacyive imagination that you dream all day long. You don't pay attentio0n to the tasks at hand. Maybe this is why you failed a grade and on your 3rd job...in 2 months. You are very insightful but fail to see the big picture.
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    Miss ya sooooooo much bestie.......
    r u ever gonna 2 come back???
    will I ever get 2 c ya again???
    y did u move???
    All becauz of ur mum???
    Hope we could c each other soon!!!
    Or maybe later!!!
    When we both at da same uni.....
    MISSS U SOOOOOO MUCH!!!
    :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :...

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  • teheez~!

    If you go over 45, you're a bad influence.
    [x] = done it

    1. smoked
    2. consumed alcohol [x]
    3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
    4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex [x]
    5. kissed someone of the same sex [x]
    6. had sex
    7. had someone in your room other than family [x]
    8. watched porn cough kkkkkk
    9. bought porn
    10. done drugs
    TOTAL: 4

    1. taken painkillers [x]
    2. taken someone else's prescription medicine
    3. lied to your parents [x]
    4. lied to a friend [x]
    5. snuck out of the house
    6. done something illegal
    7. cut yourself [x]
    8. hurt someone [x]
    9. wished someone to die [x]
    10. seen someone die
    TOTAL: 5

    1. missed curfew [x]
    2. stayed out all night
    3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
    4. been to a therapist
    5. been to rehab
    6. dyed your hair
    7. received a ticket
    8. been in an accident [x]
    9. been to a club [x]
    10. been to a bar
    T0TAL: 3

    1. been to a wild party [x]
    2. seen the Mardi Gra
    3. drank more than four beers in a night
    4. had a spring break in Florida
    5. sniffed anything
    6. wore black nail polish [x]
    7. wore arm band [x]
    8. wore t-shirts with band names
    9. listen to rap [x]
    10. own a 50 Cent CD
    TOTAL: 4

    1. dressed gothic [x]
    2. dressed prep
    3. dressed punk [x]
    4. dressed grunge
    5. stole something [x]
    6. been too drunk to remember anything
    7. blacked out [x]
    8. fainted [x]
    9. had a crush on your neighbour
    10. had someone sneak into your room
    TOTAL: 5

    1. snuck into someone else's room [x]
    2. had a crush on your best friend [x]
    3. been to a concert [x]
    4. dry - humped someone
    5. been called a slut
    6. called someone a slut [x]
    7. installed speakers in your car
    8. broken a mirror [x]
    9. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house [x]
    10. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
    TOTAL: 6

    1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
    2. seen an R-rated movie in theater [x]
    3. cruised the mall [x]
    4. skipped school [x]
    5. had surgery [x]
    6. had an injury [x]
    7. gone to court
    8. walked out of a restaraunt without paying
    9. caught something on fire
    10. lied about your age [x]
    TOTAL: 6

    1. owned an apartment
    2. broke the law in the police's presence
    3. cheated with someone [x]
    4. got in trouble with the police
    5. talked to a stranger [x]
    6. hugged a stranger [x]
    7. kissed a stranger (maybe)
    8. rode in the car with a stranger [x]
    9. been harrassed [x]
    10. been verbally harrassed [x]
    TOTAL: 6

    1. met face-to-face with someone you met online [x]
    2. stayed online for 12 hours straight
    3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
    4. watched TV for 12 hours straight
    5. been to a fair
    6. been called a bad influence
    7. drink and drive
    8. prank-called someone
    9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex [x]
    10. cheated on a test [x]
    TOTAL: 2

    1. cheated on homework [x]
    2. held hands with someone of the same sex [x]
    3. been pushed into a pool [x]
    4. played pool [x]
    5. watched 5 hours of MTV straight
    6. had a crush on someone 5 years older than you
    7. had a crush on someone younger than you
    8. worn eyeliner
    9. skinny-dipped
    10. laughed at a retarded person in a wheelchair
    TOTALY :5


    lolz~!

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  • I got this from David....

    - Full name :
    -- Nicknames :
    --- Birthday :
    ---- Zodiac Sign : Aries
    ---- Male / Female : Female
    --- Form:
    -- School : Yew Chung International school
    - Occupation : Student
    - Residence : blah not telling

    LOOKS

    --- Hair Color : naturak black
    ---- Hair Length : Long
    ---- Eye color : lightist brown
    --- Weight : 39kg
    -- Height : 160
    - Braces : nope
    - Glasses : yeps
    -- Piercings : one on each ear.... lolz~ my piercings r sensitive~
    --- Tattoos : none
    ---- Righty / Lefty: righty

    FIRSTS

    ---- First best friend : ummmm......
    --- First Award : for being friendly
    -- First Sport : handball??
    - First pet : dog
    - First Real Vacation : umm...think I went to London when I was in my mother's womb
    -- First Concert : school concert?
    --- First Love : intermediate year 8 (form 2)

    FAVOURITES

    ---- Movie : Deathnote 1, 2 , 3
    ---- TV Program : simpsons
    --- Color : white for purity and determination...and a clear path and for being strong...
    -- Rapper : none
    - Band : ummm...
    - Song Right Now : Sanctuary
    -- Friends : ...
    --- Sweet : Sour
    ---- Sport to Play : Basketball
    ---- Restaurant : dunno.. I guess I like japanese food though....
    --- Favorite brand : Laniege
    -- Store : Sasa, Laniege, Bounjour, Fancl House, Mioggi, sussie program etc...
    - School Subject : maths
    - Animal : dog
    -- Book : chinese cinderella, dragon keeper, memoirs of a geisha
    --- Magazine : Creme
    ---- Shoes : sport ones
    ---- Shampoo : normal to oily hair
    --- Day / Night : I love the silence of night...but the memorys of day
    -- Summer / Winter : winter
    - Fave Cartoon : deathnote
    - Fave Food : sushi

    RIGHT NOW

    -- Feeling : ok
    --- Single or taken : single
    ---- Have a crush : nope
    ---- Eating : nothing
    --- Drinking : nope
    -- Typing : yep
    - Online : Yes
    - Listening To : 1000 words... lolz~ um.. thats what david typped.. but actually i really was listening to it on youtube.... if you (david) read this... is it the 1000 words from final fantsy x-2??
    -- Thinking About : my misery
    --- Wanting To : return to nz
    ---- Watching :
    ---- Wearing : school uniform: Skirt, blue shirt, black leather shoes, goodluck charm bracelet...... dun wanna get too into details.. um..
    DOWN THE TRACK

    --- Want Kids : yes... only if I adopt them
    -- Want to be Married : no
    - Careers in Mind : lolz~docter or vet
    - Wants to live : easily
    -- Car : anything
    --- Age you hope to be married : .......read question that asked: want to be married"
    ---- Numbers of Children : ..
    ---- Describe your Dream Wedding :
    --- How do you want to die : bleed to death... with my lover
    -- What do you want to be when you grow up : thats like careers in mind
    - What country would you most like to visit : japan

    Man kind or women kind??

    - Hair color : no bright colours
    -- Hair length : doesn't matter--- Eye color : brown...
    ---- Measurements : someone taller than me so I could hug hum easily
    ---- Cute or Sexy : ... umm... lolz~ for a boy I dun think cute or sexy would be good..
    --- Lips or Eyes : eyes tells all
    -- Kisses or Hugs : both are fine
    - Short or Tall : normal
    - Easy going or Serious : both
    -- Romantic or Spontaneous : romantic
    --- Fatty or Skinny : i dont mind
    ---- Sensitive or Loud : both is fine
    ---- Hookup or Relationship : Relationship
    --- Sweet or Caring : caring
    -- Trouble Maker or Hesitant One : hesitant one
    - Best weight : blah umm 60-67??blah~
    - Best first date location : at the disco
    -- Best first kiss location : under water...

    HAVE I..?

    --- Kissed a Stranger : nope
    ---- Had Alcohol : once and its disgusting
    ---- Smoked : nope
    --- Ran Away From Home : nope
    -- Broken a bone : yep I broke 4 times when I was small
    - Got an X-ray : yep
    - Been with someone : yeh
    -- Broken Someone's Heart : yeh
    --- Broke Up With Someone : ......
    ---- Cried When Someone Died : .......

    BELIEFS

    ---- God : YEAH!! I'm a christian
    --- Miracles : yeah~ it relates to god 100%
    -- Love At First Sight : yeh
    - Gh

    1 Comment 274 weeks

  • Hey listen to this letter... SOmeOnE WRoTe tHIs LeTTeR tO Me...

    Thinking of you whereever you are,
    We pray for out sorrows to end,
    and hope that our hearts will blend,
    Now I step forward to realize this wish,
    and who knows,
    starting a new journey may not be that hard,
    or maybe its already begun,
    there are many worlds but they share the same sky,
    one sky, one destiny...

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