So...I havent been here for ages, and so much has happened since then. I've been to Ireland, amazing. I've fallen in love....lol. and I've become even nuttier then i used to be lol. reading things I'd posted years ago gave me a scary insight into how my life used to be. and I'm amazed i'm still here.
The short story, which is all i'm able to give right now, is that i was very depressed these last few years. i still am, but am getting treated for it now. hopefully i'm over the worst, and while i still have bad days, they havent been as bad or as often.
and i know how most people react to this news, i have lost many friends over my "illness" and i refuse to lose anymore, because it hurts to much when people you've known and trusted your whole life abandon you for something that is beyond your control, for something that makes you, you.
so if you think you may have a problem with the "depressed girl" fuck off right now.
FFG

All I have to say today is check out my space.

www.myspace.com-xpunk_goddessx

see ya there!

You heard me! Sick of everything!
I'm sick of people joking about me being drunk, about my "depression" about boys I used to like, but most of all I'm sick of my so called "best friend" whose fully ignored me the last two times I've seen her. she dont answer my calls or txt messages, and I was her down the street today, she looked right at me and walked on by. all I have to say to this is that she's doing the same as another friend did and I aint gonna let it get me a second time. if she doesnt want to be my friend then I dont care. (you have no idea how hard I'm trying not to swear right now!)
and another thing! Bloody is not a swear word and I dont aprectaite stupid rude people telling me off when I had every right to say bloody last night. Daft boucer at the bridgeport, giving me crap about my id when all I wanted to do was use the bathroom! argh!
I'm not in a good mood and I wanna scream!!!!
Screw Jade. IF you ever read this, which ya can't coz ya dont have the net, but if she did I wouldnt care if she saw this, I'm so over it and I want nothing more then to tell her. so why dont I? mainly coz I dont see the point, what with her ignoring all my txt, bet she dont even open them!
I'm going before I break the keyboard.
Peace out people, Listen to Story and rock out!
XShaniX