day come and go as quick as a blink, through sadness through happyness, sad days last longer then happy one! sadness lasts for longer periods of time then happyness but for every happy moment we treasure for life hoping we will have anouther one. hope is only as long as the mind can handle, your happy you have more hope your sad hope is just another word that makes you feel more sad. when you find happyness never leave no matter what cos it will be gone in a blink if you let it go!

to find that time is highly amusing when u look back on things that you have done and thats happend in your past;things that today you think na that was never me but it was,which brings me to the topic of change some change is good some change is bad it all depends upon the circumstances of the change e.g death for the people living its horrid unless your the one that killed the person off then infact its good for you but if you are you belong in prison. For the person whos died no one really knows? I think thats one of the greatest things about life is not knowing but its also one of the scariest things in life. See there is so much that we dont know;like if there are aliens in actual fact none of us really know if planets really exsist we have never seen them so how do we know their there it could be just a made of story like the ones we read that we get so into we start to beleive it truth just like dreams and nightmares. Have you ever been so in to a dream that you actually believe it is happening? The fact is who is to say that it is not we could all exsist in to different world in which we do not know bout! Haha reality could be a dream and our dreams could be reality;if it works that way im fine because in my dream im with matt so i loved to think of it that way but i do not know if fact no body knows ad they never will thats why its wonderful not knowing because it gives us loads of time to think bout it just to ponder on everything and thats the exciting part not knowing because when you know its nothing to think bout but yes must dash i have to finish the mash bibi

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn we fucked up.but that shit was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours.
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for a while.
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.
FAKE FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
REAL FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste."
FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out.