Sometimes, i just can't help but cry.
I feel insanely stupid because of it. I shouldn't be crying.
I'm not supose to.
Why can't i stop.
WTF is really wrong with me?
My god i hate myself.
My life always seems so great, but as soon as i'm at the top of my peak, i come crashing down again.
I truly...want to die....
I'm going to die anyways. So what does it matter if i die now, or later.
I highly doubt i'll really ever be 'truly' happy again.
It'll always end the same way.
I'm emotionally unstable.
I attach too quickly, or i leave too quickly.
I swear i'm destened to repeat every thing over, and over again.
And i can't handle it.
I just....i really don't know anymore...
I give up.

her hopes and dreams once bright and blossoming, now stand iced and ridged as they are slowly dismemberd through the steady swing of a hacksaw...

you say im ur goddes im ur one and only, ur sweet temptress, the light that guides ur actions. yet, ur never there. ur never around, its very rare that i can hear the sweet sound that is your voice, tis now rare that my hands feel the warmth of ur body and my lips press against urs... im being pushed further away and u no longer have time for me...tho i know i still love you, and i pray u still love me, but i hope im not just dreaming, thats its not all a lie...i'd hate to end up leaving u, cuz then i'd have to die...

Love is like a battle feild in wich i stand, willing to be hit by the guns of hate for the one i love. I care about you more than life its self, if the worl were to b destroyd this very moment, you would b the only one i'd save. My heart will belong to no other, no other but you, your the only one i need, and i hope you see its true, i could bever look at another, nobody, but you.

My whole world crumbles beneath my feet as i slowly walk a path i wish not to walk. I see my friends, and family slowly drift away and leave me behind. I slowly deteriorate and rot as my heart bleed for the pain i must endure. Sometimes i just wish i had the courage to drive the knife through my tatterd heart and end my god forsakin misery.

1.Whats your Name?
2.Are we close?
3.What do you think of me?
4.Do you hav a crush on me?
5.Would u kiss me?
6.would u fuk me?
7.Describe me in 3 words?
8.If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
9.What was ur first impression of me?
10.Do u still think the same?
11.What reminds u of me?
12.If you could give me anything what would it be?
13.How well do u know me?
14.What do u like best about me?
15.Ever wanted 2 tell me something u couldn't?
16.Could you ever love me?
17.Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?