don't panic i ain't gonna list my new years resoulutions as really i don't have any. What i really wanna right to my blog today is that this year is gonna be on of my toughest i face my final year of highschool. And then hopefully off to university. i've manged to come to terms with the fact that somethings in your life never work out and you just gotta ake things the way they are. I'm trying hard to do whats right even though most of the time people treat me like their personal door mat i try not to let it get me down. Espeacially some of the tormenting words that people have drilled in my head. Soemtimes i wanna scream and be violent throw a few chairs around the room be angry and full of unstoppable rage but i can't. At least not until i explode from bottling everything up first. But i have great friends and a great family so its not all completely doom and gloom. to everyone who reads this i hope you enjoy your new year and don't strees about stuipid people who wanna bring you down don't let them be strong be true and most of all be you and if someone doesn't like it well they will just have to deal with it won't they

LUV SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN
PS +44 ROCK AND I LOVE Jared & Jensen 4ever

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 v style='width:155px; height:15px;'> </div></td></tr><tr><td style='width:145px; padding-right:5px; text-align:right; border-right:1px solid rgb(150,0,0);'><div style='white-space:nowrap; overflow:hidden; font-size:12px;'>Neuroticism</div></td>
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 ></tr><tr><td style='width:145px; padding-right:5px; text-align:right; border-right:1px solid rgb(0,0,150);'><div style='white-space:nowrap; overflow:hidden; font-size:12px;'>Extraversion</div></td
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 </tr><tr><td style='width:145px; padding-right:5px; text-align:right; border-right:1px solid rgb(0,90,0);'><div style='white-space:nowrap; overflow:hidden; font-size:12px;'>Openness To Experience</div></td><td style='padding:0px;'><a href='http://www.pulseware.com.au/site_pi.... target='_blank' style='text-decoration:none; font-weight:normal; color:black;'><div style="cursor:hand; float:left; height:18px; text-align:right; background-color:rgb(0,128,0); border-bottom:1px solid rgb(0,90,0); border-right:1px solid rgb(0,90,0); border-top:1px solid rgb(85,159,85); width:43%; filter:progid XImageTransform.Micr
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 ></tr><tr><td style='width:145px; padding-right:5px; text-align:right; border-right:1px solid rgb(144,115,0);'><div style='white-space:nowrap; overflow:hidden; font-size:12px;'>Agreeableness</div></t
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 ></tr><tr><td style='width:145px; padding-right:5px; text-align:right; border-right:1px solid rgb(80,0,80);'><div style='white-space:nowrap; overflow:hidden; font-size:12px;'>Conscientiousness</div
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Yeah i know its off family guy but i like it and i'm gonna give it a try.
Don't ya hate it when your stuck at home in the middle of frezzing cold winter, and some tanned tv presenter rubs in your face how good the tropical islands they travel to are soooooooooooo much better then were you are.
Thats what really grinds my gears!!!

Later Somewhere in between