i sit here and wonder
as my days past me by
how did we end up being so seperate
when you once was my life
we barely even talk anymore
its like we neva have time
but yet and still i love you
juss as you was mines
you have your days of sympathy
you have your days of pain
and when you need someone to talk to
im here my love neva changes
but its kinda wierd though
seeings as how we used to be
but i remember them times
i remember how we used to be

you used to be my lover
you used to be my bestfriend
you used make time for me
our conversations never end

you used say you love me
i used to have no doubt
now i dont kno wat to think
wats this all about

i used to be ur baby
you used to be my girl
we used to talk like 24/7
man i made you my world

then things started to change
our relationship switched gears
we barley have a 5 minute conversation
though weve known each otha for 4 years

i guess as time changes
people outlook on othas do to
but naw not me shawty
i still feel the same way about you

naw im not sayin dat i wanna go wit you
not saying im tryna break you and ole boy up
im juss sayin i wished things would go back like the used to be
but now things are all fucked up

u used to call me your bestfriend
i used to couldnt get you off my mind
u used to tell me everything
i used to give you all my time

but things arent how they were
and they aint how i expected
i neva thought we would grow dis far aprart
b/c you was always where my heart at

but i cant change things
i really wished i could
but i guess wat we had is ova
but until now i neva understood



kiara i sat here and i wrote that b/c of the way i feel so yeah but i still love you though!!! juss thought id let u in on how i feel

I AM...............KIARA

I WONDER..........WHAT LIFE HAS IN STORE FOR ME

I HEAR............MY THOUGHTS

I SEE.............ON ONE

I WANT..................TO BE THE BEST I CAN BE

I AM...............KIARA

I PRETEND...................THAT EVERYTHINGS OKAY

I FEEL.......................I HEART BEAT

I TOUCH....................MY BODY

I WORRY.....................ABOUT STUFF

I CRY...............EASILY

I AM.........................KIARA

I UNDERSTAND............. I'M PERFECT(LOL)

I SAY..................WHATS ON MY MIND

I DREAM...........(ME AND YOU TOGETHER)~NOBODY KNOWS WHO~

I TRY...........TO DO THINGS RITE

I HOPE...............PEOPLE DON'T JUDGE ME

I AM...........KIARA

I FEAR................TO GET MY HEARTBROKEN

I LOVE.........ME

I HATE...........THE MISTAKES I MAKE IN LIFE

I HOPE................I CAN FIND THAT ONE

I WISH..................I COULD BE NICER

I LAUGH.............. A LOT

I AM................JUST KIARA LOVE IT OF HATE IT(BOUKE)