If you are using Internet Explorer 6, you may not have the best Bebo experience. Please consider upgrading.
Alex Van De Ven
Post a Comment
- Male, 124
- I am Single
- Profile views: 827
- Last active: May 7
- Me, Myself, and I
- and in the end we burn like fire and ice
ALEX | SEVENTEEN | PUREBLOOD |
i never understood why the trees blossom in the autumn, never really understood the reason for anything really. life itself was something so cruel and punishing that the only cure for anything was to die. die in a matter of not only giving up, but giving in. i only started to realise the true meaning of life when i started living for not only myself but for the one person who made me feel worthy of walking this world with hope of becoming something bigger, something better. i once was a man of bitter anger, a heart made out of stone and a humour so dark and menacing that it frightened the shadows that loomed the night. but people can change.. i have changed.
- The Other Half Of Me
this feels like falling inlove
i don't think you understand how much i honestly love you. you consume me to the point of lust and when I'm with you everything changes, everything makes sense. the sky, the air, everything around me changes because you make my life have meaning and sometimes it terrifies me because i'm scared that when i wake up you wont be there, i need you there. i want to make you feel wanted.
kiva && james forever
so I guess im back. but knowing me it won't be for forever, I go through little phases of coming here to escape. so this is the plan:
school for me is almost over (thank fuck) I have like only a week left (god bless) and so that means I will be studying like a mad woman up until then AND then after school has finished I have two exams within the duration of November 13-28th (not too sure on the exact dates) so time will be a bit limitless. also its summer soon so I'm hoping to spend it at the beach! but other than that I'm pretty much going to be on here, majority.
but also I will most likely be using my iPhone for replies so bare with me atm.
AND my replies WILL be selective if busy so please don't expect my replies to be to all of you.. I'm only back so Alex can have a happy ending, he deserves it.
0 Comments 38 weeks
super duper sorry to those who I owe replies to from centuries ago. school for me has started up and it's hectic right now as I am taking six full subjects and it's getting quite crazy!
those are my main priorities, if I have missed you PLEASE comment.
and others that either need to be moderated and storylined with.
bare with me grand people, I'm also giving alex away so replies can ACTUALLY get done.
0 Comments 73 weeks