Why are you so different?
You're not who you used to be
And why am I so lonely,
When you're right in front of me?
Something isn't right,
I can see it in your eyes
I'm just trying to find
A truth behind the lies
You act like we're so close
But we couldn't be more far apart
And right now I can't handle
Someone playing with my heart
Tell me that I'm dreaming,
Tell me our love's still strong,
Tell me you're not leaving,
Please tell me that I'm wrong
Tell me that everything
Is going to be just fine
Tell me you love me
And you'll always be mine
Constantly, we're fighting
It gets worse everyday
And I don't want to stay
Just to watch you slip away
I only want to make you smile
But I only make you frown
I just want to make you happy
Seems all I do is bring you down
I've never felt so far away from you
And I need you here so bad
But I feel like we've already lost
Everything we ever had
Please tell me that I'm dreaming,
Tell me our love's still true,
Tell me you're not leaving,
I'd give up anything but you
But I don't know you anymore
You're not who you used to be
How can I miss you so much
When you're right here with me?
I've never been
This scared before
And I can't take this
Anymore
We fight, we try,
We scream, we cry,
We fake, we lie,
We say goodbye
Then you wrap your arms around me
And you look into my eyes
You tell me that you love me
And we both apologize
Then we pretend
That everything is ok
And it is, at least
For the rest of the day
The last time we did this
Was yesterday
And we said things would
Never be this way
But tomorrow we'll do it
All over again
And right now it's the worst
It's ever been
Remember when we first met?
Remember our first kiss?
Remember those first couple months?
They weren't anything like this
I keep telling myself,
It isn't true
But deep down, I know

I'm losing you...

why do we fear death? There is nothing so scary about death, death is just a new life, in which we leave all our loved ones behind and start a begining. For their time will come when they are faced with death and they shall look upon with high spirits in their hearts as they know they will see you in the new life waiting around the corner.
We are not dead as such, as we do not die, we are just simply reborn again into a new world.
For all those who fear death you should not be so frightened that you may never wake up the next morning, we should not cry at the thought of a loved one dieing, we should smile and enjoy the time left we have with them, why can't we have humour for death? why do we have to be so sad, death is apart of us and we should smile with it, as death is not your enemy, death does not kill you, fatall accidents andgun shot wounds, stabings to the body, blows to the head, weak heart, they are what kilss us, not death.
we are the only living creatures on this planet who kill their own kind, and that makes us monsters.
i shall finish the story later, so you all for now enjoy life while its sitting on the palm of your hand!

the day you let me go,
do you regret all that you've done,
do wish you had the chance to say you love me won't you please be mine,
and to say to me i'll stay with you forever,
love you right,
treat you with care,
do you wish to this day now that i've moved on,
and you see me back standing on my 2 feet,
do you regret ever letting me go,
do you regret shuting me out of your life for good,
do you regret all the nasty things you said,
and take back all the things that were heartbreaking for fun,
do you regret never saying sorry for treating me so badly,
do you regret to this day never saying goodbye.