Ellen Loves Carl <Aika_SOA>

"as she fell she grabbed my shoulder and told me, 'you should never have been born'."

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Cause I'm nice =]236 weeks ago
 
=] Carl ?
Where to begin? I love him ever so much. He's always been there for me and he always will be. The first time I talked to him I knew that we would get along. I remember on that day, he made me listen to Kerrang! radio because he had sent a message to them to read out, but they never did =[ I was so gutted >.<
Since then we spoke everyday, till early hours in the morning, the more we talked, the more we grew closer to each other.
I love the way that no matter how bad I look or how ill I sound on the phone, he always says I sound lovely and look beautiful. He tells me how much he loves me everyday and what I mean to him.
He makes me smile so much and knows how to cheer me up when I'm upset. He maybe two and a half hours away but he will always be in my heart.
Those letters we sent to each other, I still have them somewhere =] He's my everything and all I ever want. I wouldn't trade him for a night with Sean Murray.
At night we send 8 length messages to each other, and they always make me smile and happy.
There are millions of people out there better than me but he chose to be with me over everyone. I'm in his debt =] I love him with all my heart and I always will do. I'll always be there for him, through everything. I would never dream of hurting him, it'd be like hurting myself. I don't ever want to lose him. I wouldn't be able to cope. He worries about me too much. I keep telling him not to, but he wont listen. It's bad for him =[
Just remember Carl you will win 'I love you' just one time =]
I love you Carl, forever and after. I can't wait till we can be together <3

=] Liam :3
Liam's great. No matter how much he says he's not, he is. He's always there for me when I need it most. He knows how to make me smile and he's always looking out for me.
He can tell when I'm upset or somethings bothering me and even when I deny it, he still pesters me and pesters me. He knows I will never win and I'm ever so glad that I don't. Although we haven't known each other that long, he's played a huge role in my life.
He reassures me that everything will be okay and everything will change for the best in time. He may not always open up to me, but I will always be here for him when ever he needs me most. I'll never let him down or abandon him. I love him too much to do that.
He means so much to me, no matter how many times he tells me not to worry, I will. I care about him way too much for my own good.
I'll always be here for you Liam, no matter what you say, okay?

=] Josh x3
Well, I've know Josh for around 3 years. And might I add, they've been 3 good years =] We've had our differences and such, but we've always pulled through ^^
To me, he's kinda like an older brother that I'll never have. He's always there for me, and is always there to cheer me up and help give advice.
I tell him practically anything, and I know I can trust him not to tell anyone.
Although, I haven't met him yet (Josh that's your fault ;P), I'm ever so thankful that I know him. He's helped me out alot and he's a really great laugh. 'Specially when we role-played and at the end he said, 'Then I flew off to the moon' xD Good times, right? (:
He's funny, witty, kind, caring and has a great personality n_n
Tbh, if you're not friends with Josh, you really are losing out on a great friend =]
I'll always be here for you Josh when you need it most, okay? I love you xxx

=] J ^_^
She has too many names...Jess, Caiquo, Lance Corpral Balloons, Kenco, Jessie. But I prefer to call her J =]
She's always been there for me, like I am there for her. We have our differences but we manage to get past them.
I find that if there's something wrong with you, it's best not to hide it from her because she will rape you to death until you tell her. And when you tell her, you will feel better because she will reassure you that everything will be fine and she'll give you the best possible advice. She may get on my nerves sometimes, even she knows she does, but I still love her.
All that lightsaber porn and me bending her over the wall outside her house it's worth it ;] We have great memories of stuff together, like at Moore Farm when she chased me with whips and kept hitting me and doing rude things to me which resulted in an asthma attack >.< or when she flung me across some grass at College and fucked my arm up T_T All good times B-]
Best friends forever, right?
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