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someee random shit (:6/9/10
 
The Basics
1.Name ? Zemma Posoleni Anthena Valiris :D
2.-Nicknames ? Aj Arsenic
3.-Birthday ? 30th June
4.-Was born in - Greece
5.-Zodiac sign - Cancer
6.-Male or Female ? Female with a penis (:
7.-Year - 5th
8.-School ? Madras College (:
9.-Occupation ? Tattoo/Peircer apprentice
10.-Residance ? Gauldry :D
11.-Msn screen name; -screams at the top of my lungs- I KNOW IM NOT HER I WAS KIDDING MYSELF FROM THE START;

Apperance
12.-Hair colour ? Red/Pink/Blonde/Black/Blue
13.-Hair length ? Longe :D
14.-Eye colour ? Bright Blue
15.-Weight ? 3580937206 stoneee
16.-Height ? 5ft 7ishhh
17.-Braces? - nopeee
18.-Glasses? ? yes but just for readddding :D
19.-Piercings ? yeeessss 8 in total (:
20.-Tatooz - Yeahhh
21.- Righty or lefty ? righty ;D

First
22.-First best - Best what:S ?
23.-First award - Daccccing
24.-First sport ? Iceee hockey
25.-First pet - Dog
26.-First holiday abroad - Greeceee
27.-First concert ? for orchestraaa
28.-First love ? sam john duncan

Favourite
29. -Movies ? Avatarrrrr/ Alice in wonderland
30. -Tv program ? Keeping up with the Kardashins
31.Colours ? All colours except from pink ;D
32 -Rapper - Eminemmmm
33.-Bands ? Vannnnnaaaaaa!
34.-Song ? Ridin Solo
35.-Friends ? Keiran/Jamie/Sarah/Ellie/Shaun Daddy/Pazaaa
36.-Sweet ? Chubbaa chomps!
37.-Sport ? Ice Hockeeeey and drinking ;D
39.-DJ"s ? NUT!
40.-Shop ? Arkive because colin works there !
41.-School subject ? Art but imaa miss my pazaaa!
42.-Animal - Turtlesss
43.-Book ? To fall from a star by tim burton.
44.-Magazine ? Kerrrrrannngg!
45.-Shoes ? Osiris?s

Currently
46.-Feeling ? Like a train wreckage with no heart because its been ripped out.
47.-Single or taken ? Single :\
48.-Have a crush ? maybeee :3
49.-Eatin ? fuccck allllll
50.-Drinkin ? Water ;D
51.-Typin to on msn ? Louise/Jamie/Colin/Tim/Ryan/Sandy
52.-Online - Yeahhh
53.-Listinin to ? Vannaaaa the sun sets here
54.-Thinkin bout ? sam :|
55.-Wantin to ? totalllllly fucccked
56.-Watchin ? nothing (:
57.-Wearing ? a black dress with black tights and a cardy also black :3

Daaa Futureeeee
58.-Want kids? ? yeahhh not at this age though :|
59.-Want to get married? - One day :D
60.-Career in mind? ? Art/Dramaaa maybee
61.-Live in - A house :)
62.-Car ? a niceee one ;D

Opposite Sex
63.-Hair colour - Doesn't bother me ;D
64.-Hair length ? whateeverrr :)
65.-Eye colour - Not bothered
66.-Mesurements - Not bothered
67.-Cute or sexy? ? naaaaaaaaaaaaaat botheres :)
68.-Lips or eyes? - Bothhhh
69.-Hugs or kisses? - Both
70.-Shorter or taller? ? talllleerr!
71.-Easy goin or serious? - Easy going :)
72.-Romantic or Spontanious? ? bit offfffff both ehhh ;D
73.-Fatty or skinny? ? Inbetween :)
74.-Sensitive or loud? Both?
75.-hook-up or relationship? ? relationship :)
76.-Sweet or caring? ? nothing :)
77.-Trouble maker or not? Perefeably not but I like a bad boy ;D

Have You Ever
78.-Kissed a stranger ? no :o
79.-Had alcohol? ? yeahh ;D
80.-smoked? ? still do ;D
81.-Ran away from home ? a few timesss
i82.-Broke a bone? - Many times ;D
83.-Got an x-ray ? Yes ;D
85.-Broken someones heart ? as far as I know no :)
86.-Broken up with sumone? ? yeahh :\
87.-Cried coz sum1 died? ? Yes D:
88.-Cried at school ? yeahhhh

Believes
89.-God - Dunno really :\
90.-Miracles - Yes
91.-Love at 1st site ? Indeed :)
92.-Ghosts - yeahhh
93.-Aliens ? not so muccch
94.-Soul mates - yeahhh
95.-Heaven ? Yeahhh
96.-Hell - yeahhh.
97.-Angels - yeahhh
98.-Kiss on 1st date? ? depends (:
99.-Horoscopes- yeahhh :)
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the story of samsaaaamm and ajfaaaaaaaaaaaaaceee!5/19/10
 
Hmmmm to be honest im not so sure where to start but but but but we should start from the beginning like every story does.
Well once upon a time a little girl name ajfaaacee also known as jemabob was rather depressed and and and and and and she wasn?t feeling very good so she decied to go to a magical kingdom called Dundee and and and and she went to a magical huge castle called the steeple and she started talking to her friend mike who gets called scary mike anyway after a few minuetes she noticed this really gorguoes looking boy called samsam and and and ajfaceee went over to samsam and and and the first time ajfacee had ever spoken to samsamm the first thing he ever said was ? your weird? and and and that make ajfaceee laugh and she hadn?t laughed in such a long time and from those two words she felt like something amazing was going to happen between the gorouges samsam and the crazy ajfaceee.
Before long we started to go for a little walk because the rain started to come down so we all went down to the rather sexual McDonals.
Sammsamm and ajfaceee sat next to eachother which made ajfaceeee smile a lot and made her heart go abit weird and crazy inside her chest :D
Eheeee;
But but but but another boy sat next to ajfacee a really weird boy called ian who tried about 5370956209385638 times to get into her pants,
BUT THEN CAVAN FACEPLANTED INTO THE TABLE!
Which made everyone laugh and and and and and and ajfaceeee likes samsams laugh it makes he laugh and go all tingly just like when she eats a pear because ajfaceee loves pears anyway back to the story,
After it stopped raining it got quite late and everyone was going home so samsam and ajfaceee and cavan all walked down to the bus station so that I wouldn?t be a loner when I was walking down to the bus station and and and then that?s when I met my daddiieeee for the first time ever, my daddiee is also known as emo shaun and I love my dadiieeeee,
Eheeeee;
But but but but but yes shaun thought that ajfaceee and cavan was going out so so so so so so so so so so ajfaceee was like ?ermm yes sure? and took cavans hand and started swining and skipping around like a twat and and and and and then then then cavan started shouting to samsam that that that that that he should look and me and cavan holding hands and then samsam got all quite.
Then we got the the bus station and I got on my bus bus bus bus bus bus bus bus bus and and and and then then then then samsam gave me his number and and and and I gave him mine and and and then after I got homes samsam texted me and I phoned his sexy housephone and and and we started speaking about like everything and then we started speaking everyday and and and just speaking about a lot of craaaap but but but but I felt such a connection to samsam and and and ajfaceee had never felt like that about someone and she had never had someone that she could tell how shes feeling to and and and and it was amazing to finally have someone even though samsam was just a friend to actually speak to and tell stuff to.
After about a weeek I was speaking to the lovely gorogues samsam on the telephone and he was being kinda quite and weird and then he started talking about this girl he really liked and how he felt about her and stuff and I felt a bit bummed because I thought he was talking about someone else not me, so I gave him some genuine advice just to tell her how he felt and not to be scared if she rejects him and stuff like that then then then then then after ajfaceee and samsamsam got off the telephone ajfaceee?s mobile started to vibrate and she had a text message and it was from samsam and she smiled a lot even before she started to read it,
This is what the text message said.
? hello there umm I don?t know how to say this and I don?t know how youu will react to this but youu know how we were talking on the phone eailyer and I was talking about that girl well it is youu, I understand if youu don?t like me like that because we?ve only just met and stuff but I just thought you would know and god I wish youu have creadit to text me back?
GAHHHHHHHhh!
I smile even know just just just reading that now but but but but but but that was the start and and and and and then on the saturaday when ajfaceeee came into town she went to the steeple to meet samsam and she went over with a smile on her faceee and told him that she liked him too and he smiled and they hugged and and and and and and and and that was the start of the the the the most amzing magical relationship ever for samsam and ajfaceeeeee and and and that is also the start of the story :D :D :D
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Tranformation (:9/13/09
 
God this cuts like a knife,
Is so deep inside my gut
That the blade is disappearing,
Why are you appearing now.
Do you just want to watch me fall to my knees,
Do you want to hear me pleed.

God this burns like a flame
And I know iam to blame,
I can see the bloodstains on my hands
From where my heart used to be,
Do you want to watch me die in pain
Do you want to watch me die in vain.

Chorus
so I?ll make myself sick to my stomach
just so I cant be as skinny as her
so I?ll hold my breathe under water
just so I can plummet to the bottom,
so ill keep screaming your name at the walls
just so I can smile at the sound
so ill cut my legs done to the bones
just so I can lay on the ground,
I just want to be everything she is,
So ill make myself sick
Just to be her transformation.

I promised my heart that it would stop bleeding
But I gave up on believing,
Your words keep haunting my brain
I just wish we could be the same,
Wont you cut me deeper until my guts are on the floor
Do you want to be my saviour anymore,

I promised my eyes they will stop turning red
But I gave up instead,
All I want is to feel your lip against mine
I just want to feel your heart beat in time,
So wont you burn me harder until im dust
Did you ever want me or was it just lust.

Chorus
so I?ll make myself sick to my stomach
just so I cant be as skinny as her
so I?ll hold my breathe under water
just so I can plummet to the bottom,
so ill keep screaming your name at the walls
just so I can smile at the sound
so ill cut my legs done to the bones
just so I can lay on the ground,
I just want to be everything she is,
So ill make myself sick
Just to be her transformation.

So I?ll make myself sick
So I?ll make myself sick?
God you make me sick.

Chorus
so I?ll make myself sick to my stomach
just so I cant be as skinny as her
so I?ll hold my breathe under water
just so I can plummet to the bottom,
so ill keep screaming your name at the walls
just so I can smile at the sound
so ill cut my legs done to the bones
just so I can lay on the ground,
I just want to be everything she is,
So ill make myself sick
Just to be her transformation.

Copyright.
Aj arsenic.
Jemma Johnston.
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Bleeding my heart for his best friend.7/23/09
 
My words are burning through the phone
and your lies are burning through my heart
when will I realize that im ment to be alone
why didn?t you cut me up into small parts,
my blood is running thin through my veins
and your poison is finally setting in
when will my heart stop beating in pain
why did you let her play with your foreskin

and now the time has finally come
for you to watch die inside
and now the time has come
for you to watch me cry inside

Chorus
I?d rather be underground
Than be found with my heart in my hand,
I?d rather scream up my guts
Than think about how she got fucked,
Im not made of stone but im broken like glass
But you finally told me the truth at last,
We?re like romeo and Juliet
You can drink the poison and ill pull the trigger,
Did she moan loud when she was fingered
Did she do things is didn?t do,
And even now my bleeding heart still wants you.

My legs are hurting from the scars ive left
And your lips are telling me to forgive
For stealing my heart I could get you done for theft
How many times do I have to relive being broken
My eyes are fading into the back of my head
And your lips will never bring me back to life
How could you let her in your bed
Why wont I just end it all with one touch of a knife

And now the time has finally come
For you to watch me scream,
For you to watch me scream

Chorus
I?d rather be underground
Than be found with my heart in my hand,
I?d rather scream up my guts
Than think about how she got fucked,
Im not made of stone but im broken like glass
But you finally told me the truth at last,
We?re like romeo and Juliet
You can drink the poison and ill pull the trigger,
Did she moan loud when she was fingered
Did she do things is didn?t do,
And even now my bleeding heart still wants you.

(moaning effects)
Was she worth it.
(moaning effects)
Was she worth it.
(moaning effects)
Was she fucking worth it.

Chorus
I?d rather be underground
Than be found with my heart in my hand,
I?d rather scream up my guts
Than think about how she got fucked,
I?d rather be under the fucking ground,
Id rather be underground
Than be found with my heart in my hand,
(thought I had your heart in my hand)
I?d rather scream up my guts
Than think about how she got fucked,
Im not made of stone but im broken like glass
But you finally told me the truth at last,
We?re like romeo and Juliet
You can drink the poison and ill pull the trigger,
Did she moan loud when she was fingered
Did she moan
Did she moan
Did she moan,
Did she do things is didn?t do,
And even now my bleeding heart still wants you.
And now my bleeding heart still fucking wants you

Copyright.
Aj arsenic.
Jemma Johnston.
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Read Between the lines.7/22/09
 
So lately ive been feeling dead
Like im dyeing awake in my bed
I feel like im over the border line
But yoohr still on the other side
Why did I have to know
What happened behind yoohr closed door
And I cant get her out of my head
I swear ive cried so much till I bleed

I can see her smile when im not there
And I try not to care
But im dyeing right down to my heart
And I cant help but wonder am I still part of yoohrs?

Chorus (:
Will you come with arms wide
Will you be as bright as the sun
When I read between the lines
And see all the lies you?ve done
Will you smile with tainted lips
Will you be as calm as the sea
When I read between the lines
And realize its her not me
And when I read between the lines
I see im really not fine

The chance for you and her has past
But she doesn?t get that
Am I really the only name in your head
Can I be the only one you don?t want dead
Please just look at me now
And see that im not gonna frown
Because I love you
And she does to
I swear im across the border line
And I?ll wait until the sun burns through time

I cant understand why she told you now
And shes written to you her vows
But im still her, in her way
Why does this seem so bloody clich�

Chorus (:
Will you come with arms wide
Will you be as bright as the sun
When I read between the lines
And see all the lies you?ve done
Will you smile with tainted lips
Will you be as calm as the sea
When I read between the lines
And realize its her not me
And when I read between the lines
I see im really not fine

I guess im the fallen angel
At the end of the story
But I don?t wanna be the one
To make you go different ways
I never ment to burn out the sun
And i swear I will always hate that Monday?

Chorus (:
Will you come with arms wide
Will you be as bright as the sun
When I read between the lines
And see all the lies you?ve done
Will you smile with tainted lips
Will you be as calm as the sea
When I read between the lines
And realize its her not me
And when I read between the lines
I see im really not fine
Reading between the lines
Reading between the lines
Im really not fine


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Aj arsenic.
Jemma Johnston.
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Random aj and friend quotes :D6/7/09
 
Aj: its smokey like a fisshy :D

Brett: Aj speaking to yooh is like speaking to a brike wall...
Aj: i want cheese...
Brett: a cheese wall then :D

Aj: Go bounce on yeerrh cock.
Random Ned: Yooh like that baby...yooh want it
Aj: No but yerrh hover does mate :D

Sweety: Aj yooh arrh the bestest most candylioues cupcake i have ever set eyes on...yerrh a pure wee ledge :D
Aj: WEEE!!!! *turns around and walks away shouting at least im bigger than yoohr penis* :D

Brett: i need to kill tj becuase he hasnt called me in like 13 minuetes grrrh
Aj: ima penguin *giggles*
Brett: Oh yeah i forgot i talk to a chesse wall :D

Aj: i aint got nothing in my bra to bee brazified
Bryan: *goes quiet then burts oout laughing* :D

Brett: Aj's pure mental
Sweety: no just a little weird
Aj: *eats some skittles then chucks them at the wall and screams...YOOH DONT TASTE LIKE A RAINBOW*
Sweety: i take that back...
Brett: thought yooh might :D

Aj: yooh arrh the...ZOMFG CHEESE SNAPS *runs to bretts dad* :D

Calli: So yeaah i walked in on my mom doing my dad...
Aj: ZOMFG yoohr mom was doing yoohr dad like with what
Calli: *looks at aj*
Aj:What..........
Calli:* keeps looking*
Aj: Ohhhhhhhh :D

Brett: Like omg omg omg omg omg
Aj: arrrh ima pirate...i have a ship...i drink rum
Brett: Rum is good :D

Brett: Lets do somthing im kick ass board
Aj: Can i be a pirate :D
Brett: How about we go to the cinema or somthing..
Aj: i love my boxers :D

Luke: i dont know how to tell her...
Aj: well just go up to her and bee like i think yoohr so beautiful and the most amzing girl in the whole world so like GET YERRRH BAPS OUT :D

Aj:Sex is a boring word....hmm how about cut and past.
Jenna:Z omfg DRAG AND DROP :D

Jess: Yoohr a slut (:
Aj: Yoohr a crushed pop tart love.

Aj: OMFG OMFG I'VE BROKENS IPOD I BROKEN THE IPOD HOLDY CRAP IM DEAD IM DEAD LIKE A CAT GETTING DROWED AHHHHH
Tam: whats wrong like muffin?
Aj: Scine when have yooh called me muffin o.O and there is no sounds from my headphones..
Tam: *pickes them up and plugs them in my ipod*.
Aj: i hate yooh :D

Adam: IM GOING TO GRRRIIIND :D
Aj: *dies of laughing*

Adam: SEGULLLL!
Aj: *screams and hugs a wall* :( :P

Jamie, Chris and Sweety: Yeah she has the biggest boobs ever i mean fucking huge...
Aj: *walks over holding her crotch* sup dudes im pure wee gansta so lets talk about chicks, boobs and pussy yeah i love some good pussy i do :)
Jamie: Aj i love your pussy ;)
Aj: what thats why your dad said to D: hehe.

Aj: TAKE YOUR CANVAS BAGS TO THE SUPERMARKET :)

Jamie: i want white silicon tunells for my birthday and i want them diliverd by four girls riding turtels (:
Aj: errrm i can do two girls and horses ! (:
Jamie: Can the girls be rubbed in baby oil :D and you can shave the horses!
Aj: Surreeeeeee....o.O
Jamie: IMA PUT A SQUIRAL IN YOUR BED IF YOU DONT!
Aj: Mayyybeee i like that ;)
Jamie: o.O -steps away slowly-
Aj: -licks her lips-

Aj: BRANDON THE NARNARS AND THE SQUIRALS ARRH COMING FOR YOU THERE GONNA STEAL YOUR EYES AND YOUR EARS D: !
Brandon: Ohnoes not the eyes and the ears!
Aj: Don't worry i have jelly dinos and i will beat there little yellow fury skins offf, so dont be scarred k ? (: !



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So yaaah like what if :D6/7/09
 
What would you do if...
I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What do you think about my?...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Would You?...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:
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We love the violence :)5/7/09
 
Why is it families arrh the ones to blame
When the ladies and lords fuck up, such a shame
Im sick of living in the lines of rules
But im sorry we?re not fools
To yooh we?re just plastic souls in yoohr war
Falling down one by one,
not knowing what were dyeing for

Dear Mr Brown will yooh sleep tonight
While were all out fighting yoohr fight
Dear President of the U.S.A
We just have a few things to say?

Chorus (:
We started all the riots
We arrh the pirates
Its all down to the media
Telling us we all have chlamydia
But not we wont stop
And oh no we wont
We started all the fires
We arrh the horror movie characters, Michael Myers
I promise yooh we wont stop
Not until the government is silenced
we love the violence
we love the violence
just shut up and be silent.

Did yooh see the news last night my lord
Someone will die at the end of this chord
We?re just waiting for our cue
We?re all just waiting for yooh
Do yooh feel safe within yoohr crumbling walls
Cant yooh see that its yoohr kingdom that falls

Dear Margret Thatcher
Im so glad they couldn?t catch her
Dear Winston Churchill
I know it was yoohr they wanted to kill?

Chorus (:
We started all the riots
We arrh the pirates
Its all down to the media
Telling us we all have chlamydia
But not we wont stop
And oh no we wont
We started all the fires
We arrh the horror movie characters, Michael Myers
I promise yooh we wont stop
Not until the government is silenced
we love the violence
we love?
Love?

One day yoohr shame
It will turn to blame
One day yoohr smile
Will turn to bile
One day?
One day?
One day?

Chorus (:
We started all the riots
We arrh the pirates
Its all down to the media
Telling us we all have chlamydia
But not we wont stop
And oh no we wont
We started all the fires
We arrh the horror movie characters, Michael Myers
I promise yooh we wont stop
Not until the government is silenced
we love the violence
we love the violence
we love?
just shut up and be silent.

Copyright.
Aj Arsenic.
Jemma Johnston.
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Iam yooh circus.....song about my ex (:4/26/09
 
I watch the colour in yoohr eyes fade to black
And tonight I know there no turning back
Can?t I have one night without lying on the ground
My soul is so lost and cant be found
The blood turns thick and red
As im bent over my own bed
I watch the nights drag on till the sunshine
But by that time its to late, im not fine

I cant breathe no more
Im crawling out the door
Yoohr hands leave scars on me
Im not dead but next time I will bee

Chorus (:
Yoohr blood is like acid to taste
We make babies by cut and paste
Yoohr to cold to know
That this is a circus show
Just leave me alone please
I?ll get on my knees and pled
Yoohr hand on my skin
Is like being stabbed by a pin
Yoohr anger gets the best of yooh
And tell me when yoohr through
Do yooh feel good to see me cry
Do yooh feel good to watch me die
Yoohr to cold to know
That iam yoohr circus show

Im never gonna have a normal life
If yoohr there cutting me with a knife
I cant seem to run, yoohr always there
With yoohr upturned smile and killing stare
Yoohr words burn like yoohr lighter to my skin
My screams seem to fade
And our eyes always cascade
Every night iii still crying on the phone
Wondering if im dead, alive or alone

I cant breathe no more
Im crawling out the door
Yoohr hands leave scars on me
Im not dead but next time I will bee


Chorus (:
Yoohr blood is like acid to taste
We make babies by cut and paste
Yoohr to cold to know
That this is a circus show
Just leave me alone please
I?ll get on my knees and pled
Yoohr hand on my skin
Is like being stabbed by a pin
Yoohr anger gets the best of yooh
And tell me when yoohr through
Do yooh feel good to see me cry
Do yooh feel good to watch me die
Yoohr to cold to know
That iam yoohr circus show

This isn?t a dom and sub roleplay babe
Someday yoohr pay from this babe
Yooh mean nothing to me
And someday ill bee free
Until then I wont give up on seeing the light
I will keep fighting this fight?

Chorus (:
Yoohr blood is like acid to taste
We make babies by cut and paste
Yoohr to cold to know
That this is a circus show
Just leave me alone please
I?ll get on my knees and pled
Yoohr hand on my skin
Is like being stabbed by a pin
Yoohr anger gets the best of yooh
And tell me when yoohr through
Do yooh feel good to see me cry
Do yooh feel good to watch me die
Ohhh Don?t yooh know
Don?t yooh know
That iam yoohr circus show

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Aj Arsenic.
Jemma Johnston.
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To all the haters :)4/22/09
 
Ive been to hell and back. I sill shit, trip and embarrass myself. I cant just flutter my eyelashes and get what I want. My life ish messed up. Ive been through more shit than yoohve seen on TV. Nobodys perfect. Ive been lied to, cheated on and had my heart stolen. Ive fucked up, fucked people up and been fucked up. But every hit was worth it because I felt it. I knew it was real. Life ish real and im living it the way I want to everyday. Im fucking up royally and doing everything the opposite way around. But I don?t regret anything. because at one point what I did was what I wanted and I got my fucking satisfaction. My life is mine and no stupid bitches or immature people can fuck it up for me anymore. Im the real deal and I?d love to see yooh TRY AND FUCKING BREAK ME :)
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