Maeve <BloodXCandi>

"Once you have me you'll always come back ;)"

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SWEEEEET4/14/08
 
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Hallo4/7/08
 
HI
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Im SORRY8/15/07
 

im sorry

im sorry i loved you
im sorry i wanted you
im sorry u got hurt by other people
im sorry life in so unfair to you
im sorry for being there for you and you shoveing me away
im sorry you havent cried in a long time
im sorry i cared for you so much
im sorry that i wanted to catch you when you fall
im sorry i would rather kiss you and really love you than kiss you because i wanted to play with your feelings
im sorry u hurt me
im sorry im mad
im sorry that i dont care anymore
im sorry that i wont be there anymore when you really need me
im sorry i stayed on the phone with you for hours listening to you rant,cry, play music or talk about how much you love someone else
im sorry i dont love you anymore
im sorry i tired helping you but u refused you listen
im sorry that im not sorry anymore
im sorry..........

there are 2 types of secrets in this world....ones that you hide from others....and ones you hide from yourself.
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Just Think About It......1/28/07
 
I don?t get it?.life. What are we? Why are we here?

Why do people judge others so quickly without giving them a fair chance?

Why don?t some people take that fair chance?

A bullet sounds the same in all languages but does it sound the same to the one who released it?

If not than what does it sound like?

Who are we to take words from the bible
and change the into our own?

Do all people see the same thing as I do when I look at the stars?

No one is the same on outside or inside?but its there a first time for everything?

Do people hear the sounds?

Or do the sounds hear the people?

Who said the only fear you should have is fear it?s self?

What really is popularity?

Why do we label each other as if we are a heard of sheep or cattle?

Why do you think people wear black or different colors?


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goth...1/28/07
 
It was a beautiful Sunday morning. People were filling the church to its fullest capacity! As they entered, each were given a bulletin filled with announcements, topic of today's sermon, what songs they would sing and who to pray for. At the end of the line stood an older man. His clothes were filthy and you could tell that he had not bathed in days. His face was covered in whiskers where he had not shaved for a very long time. When he reached the usher, he removed his tattered old brown hat in
respect. His hair was a long, dirty, tangled mess. He had no shoes on his feet, and wore only soiled, black socks.
The usher put his fingers to his nose and glared at the old man and said, "Uh, I'm sorry sir, but I'm afraid we can't let you in. You will distract the congregation and we don't allow anyone to disrupt our service. I'm afraid you'll have to leave."
The old man looked down at himself and with a puzzled look on his face, he placed his old brown hat back upon his head and turned to leave. He was sad as he loved to hear the choir sing praises to the Lord. He loved to watch the little children get up in front of the church to sing their little songs. He carried in his pocket a small worn out Bible and loved to see if the minister preached a passage from the Bible that the old man had underlined. He was respectful enough and didn't want to cause
any commotion, so he hung down his head and walked back down the steps of the big brick church. He sat down on the brick wall near the edge of the church yard and strained to listen through closed doors and windows to the singing going
on in the church. Oh how he wished he could be inside with all the others. A few minutes had passed by when all of a sudden a younger man came up behind him and sat down near him. He asked the old man what he was doing. He answered, "I was going to go to church today, but they thought I was filthy and my clothes are old and worn, and they were afraid I would
disrupt their service. Sorry, I didn't introduce myself. My name is George." The two gentlemen shook hands and George couldn't help but notice that this man had long hair like his. He wore a piece of cloth draped over his body tied with a royal purple sash. He had sandals upon his feet, now covered with dust and dirt. The stranger reached out to touch George's shoulder and said, "Hello, George, don't feel bad because they won't let you in. My name is Jesus, and I've been trying to get into this same church for years, and they won't let me in either." --author unknown
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goth....1/28/07
 
"Young man, you're not welcome here!" Those words echoed in Jeremy's head as he ran down the street. "I hate those stupid Christians. Anti-Christ Rules!"
Jeremy's life had become a living hell. It seemed as if God were to ruin everything that he loved. At the ripe old age of 14, he felt defeated and hopeless. Everybody made fun of his black clothes, dark eyeliner and lipstick, and gothic music. He was an only child living with his mom since his parents split up 6 years before. But she was too busy with her own messed-up life!
Everywhere Jeremy went, people stared and laughed at him. His dreary life had become a sad, hopeless existence. Nobody took the chance to even talk to him. Mr. Bailey, one of his teachers, pulled him aside and said, "You would probably have some friends if you didn't dress so weird." Mr. Bailey always had a way of pushing his buttons.
He wanted to run home and tell his mom, but he knew she wouldn't be there anyway. As he began searching through his back pack, he pulled out a Bible that he always liked to read when his feelings got hurt. He turned to the book of John and began to read about Jesus and his disciples. As he cried softly he thought, "I bet Jesus would have been my friend."
Jeremy woke up early that morning and walked into a church a couple blocks away from his home. He was excited about going to church for the first time. "Finally, someone will understand me!". As he took his first step into the church, he smiled at the usher and said "Hi". The usher looked at him coldly and then ignored him.
Jeremy walked with his head down as he slid into the center of the back row. As the Pastor walked around greeting old and new members of the congregation, he stopped when he reached the last row. As he glanced at Jeremy, he turned his head and walked back toward the pulpit. As the place filled with people, Jeremy sat all alone in the last pew. He turned and saw four people standing in the back looking at him coldly as the Pastor delivered his fiery sermon on proper Christian appearance.
Jeremy stood up and left the church. He swore he would never be back.
"Why can't I just be liked for who I am?" Jeremy ran faster. As he remembered those self righteous bible bigots, he began sobbing uncontrollably. "I hate them! I hate them!"
He stopped and crawled underneath a bridge where he had spent a lot of time thinking. It was dark and gloomy, but strangely comfortable. It reflected what he felt inside. It was, in some strange way, a place to hide from those "loving christians".
Jeremy was crying out in the same way we have cried out when nobody listened. Have you felt judged? Have you felt misunderstood? Have you felt alone? I think we all have. We need to stop acting like Christians and start acting like Christ!! Christ not only accepted these kinds of people, but he looked for them. He was excited that he had the directions to life as they went down the road to death. What was it that Jesus had? Love and acceptance. He was God and knew what it felt like to be rejected.
You know, I find myself in the middle of another counterculture. I realize that the same things I wrote about the "Metalheads" of yesterday are still true today. But one very sobering detail pierces my heart. Many of the same people that were crying for someone to understand them just 10 years ago, are turning their backs on the "Jeremy's" of the world today.
Many of you who were preaching unconditional love without condemnation and judgement, are guilty of hypocrisy today! You forget what it is like to reach out to someone on the edge that feel alone and confused. Don't forget that you use to be one of them!
Jeremy will continue to blame God instead of the people who are mistreating him. He will continue to follow Marilyn Manson and things like that who have the same venom. He will hate, and be hated. He will die in that pit - without a life line.
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FAMOUS LAST WORDS 1/16/07
 
FAMOUS LAST WORDS

Now I know
That I can make you stay
But where's your heart
But where's your heart
But where's your

I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
while men complete
A life's that so demanding
I get so weak
And all their souls are burning
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of the jet black
Broken mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
While men complete
And all their souls are demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights are
glowing bright at me
These bright lights are
glowing bright at me
I said

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unfraid
Asleep or dead
[x4]

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
[x3]
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My family!1/14/07
 
this is my family...if you want to be apart of it just tell me dont be shy i dont even have to know you that well! ill gladly put you in my family. you can be more than one thing to!and there can be more than one person for each thing. so if i already have someone as a emo angel its ok i can add you to but you just gotta tell me first. leave me a message anytime. come on dont be shy i dont bite.....much.

best friends...caitlin, jack
best emo friends...
best goth friends....
stalkers...
secret angels...
polyamorous friends...jack,
secret lovers...
brothers...
sisters...
band helpers (when i get in one)...
band members...
weird but kool friends...
twins...
best friend thats a boys...
my emo angels...
my gothic angels...
my annoying yet kool friends...
friends....
creppy vampire friends...
creppy kool friends...
school homie-g-waffle flippers...
prank phonecallers (i will get you!)...
always happy kids...
stuiped but funny kids...
secret lovers...
and a friend who loves me to death and would do anything for me but just dont want to idmit it cu you might have a crush on me and my not and dont wanna tell your friends (that was a mouth full!).......



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awsome1/14/07
 
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------The boys don?t want to reach--------
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what the!?!?!?1/3/07
 
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