Gwineth Jubla Hula Bolero <gabZb>
1. Full Name: Gabriel John Hugo Banfield
2. Nickname: Gay, Gibbers, Shit for Brains
3. Birthday: 10th September
4. Place of Birth: Cambridge!!!
5. Zodiac Sign: virgo
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Year: 11
8. School: The Leys
9. Occupation: Student
10. Residence: Ma Maison
11. MSN Screen Name: It changes alot
12. Hair Color: blonde!!!!!!!
13. Hair Length: short
14. Eye color: bluey grey
15. shoe size: 11
16. Height: ???
17. Braces?: no
18. Glasses?: ye but i don't wear them (cos im cool)
19. Piercings: nope
20. Tattoos: nope
21. Right or Left: Rigt handed obviously
22. First best friend: Can't actually remember and i don't have best friends
23. First Award: Something like 1 width swimming certificate
24. First Sport: football?
25. First pet: Rosie mon chien
26. First Real Vacation: France probably
27. First Concert: ?
28. First Love: a girl in reception to year 3!!!!
29. Movie: Shaun of the Dead or one of the other films i own
30. TV programme: ROBOT WARS/Bamzooki
31. Color: none
32. Rapper: Eminem/ Ludacris
33. Band: Possibly the Strokes
34. Song Right Now:I'll try anything once/ hey there delilah
35. Sport: Badminton!!!
36. Food: i don't really have one but if i do then its some sort of italian cuisine
37. Drink: the french syrup stuff
38. Restuarant: ???
39. Favorite brand: ???
40. Store: SPORTS WORLD
41. School Subject: History
42. Animal: dog
43. Book: The Fox Busters by Dick King Smith
44. Magazine: More Magazine (Amy you kinky fuck!!!)
45. Shoes: Skate shoes!!
46. Feeling: lonely in my house
47. Single or Taken?: taken
48. Have a crush: nope
49. Eating: Hot cross bun
50. Drinking: mint syrup
51. Typing: this!
52. Online?: no shit sherlock
53. Listening To: The Final Countdown
54. Thinking About: Holidays
55. Wanting To: go play guitar
56. Watching: ?
57. Wearing: jeans and Henley
58. Want Kids?: none!!! no one of each
59. Want to be Married?:yep depending on if its right
60. Careers in Mind: Barrister or something else
61. Where do you want to live: sum where cold preferably sweden
62. Car: Jag E type
__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair color: blonde
64. Hair length: Medium
65. Eye color: blue
66. Measurments: smaller than me
67. Cute or Sexy: cute outside and sexy privately
68. Lips or Eyes: eyes!!!
69. Hugs or Kisses: Kisses
70. Short or Tall: Short
71. Easygoing or serious: easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous
73. Fatty or Skinny: i dont care at all
74. Sensitive or Loud: a mix
75. Hook-up or Relationship: preferably in a relationship only with me
76. Sweet or Caring: both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: WTF??
___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: yep
79. Had Alcohol: yes
80. Smoked: yes
81. Ran Away From Home: nope
82. Broken a bone: yep
83. Got an X-ray: yep
84. Been with someone: of course
85. Broken Someones Heart: i hope so hehehe no i havn't
86. Broke Up With Someone: yep
87. Cried When Someone Died: no
88. Cried At School: ye! school is evil!!!
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: no
90. Miracles: no
91. Love At First sight: No
92. Ghosts: yea
93. Aliens: yea
94. Soul Mates:yes
95. Heaven: no
96. Hell: no
97. Angels: ye
98. Kissing on The First Date: ye why not?
99. Horoscopes: nope
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't Have:? Nope!!
|I just wanna hear what people say||11/29/06|
|See what people say about you... =]|
You have a cute ___________.
You make me _______________.
You should ______________.
Someday I will _______________________.
You + me = ______________.
If I saw you right now ___________.
I would build a _____________ for you.
I would get your name tattooed on my __________.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.
My love for you is like that of ____________.
|Kurt Cobain "suicide" note||10/16/06|
|To Boddah |
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.
For example when we're back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.
On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.
I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.
Peace, love, empathy.
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me
|Suicide or Murder||10/16/06|
|Kurt Cobain left a drug rehab center in Marina Del Rey California on April 1, 1994 and was later reported missing. As you probably know, he was found dead just seven days later.|
My name is Tom Grant. I'm a California state licensed private investigator and former detective with the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department. On April 3, 1994, I was hired by Courtney Love, (who was in Los Angeles at the time), to locate her husband after he left a drug rehab center in Marina Del Rey, California. Ms. Love stayed in Los Angeles while I flew to Seattle to search for Cobain with his best friend Dylan Carlson. In fact, Carlson and I had been in the Cobain residence the night before Kurt's body was discovered in the room above the garage.
The police immediately concluded "suicide." I wasn't so sure. Neither was Rosemary Carroll, Courtney Love's own entertainment attorney. Ms. Carroll was also a close friend to both Courtney and Kurt.
Something was wrong here... terribly wrong.
After several months of intensive investigation, including dozens of taped interviews with Cobain's closest friends and family members, I reached the conclusion that Courtney Love and Michael Dewitt, (the male nanny who lived at the Cobain residence), were involved in a conspiracy that resulted in the murder of Kurt Cobain.
It appears this was not the first attempt on Cobain's life by Courtney Love. It was, however, the first to succeed.
In December of 1994, I began speaking publicly about the suspicious circumstances surrounding Cobain's death. Attempts to inform the public about this case have been met with physical threats as well as threats of legal action against anyone in the media who "gives Tom Grant a platform."
Motivated by profit, rather than truth, Courtney Love and her attorneys have taken drastic measures in an effort to keep the public from learning the true facts of this case. In spite of all their hot air, this investigation has received coverage in hundreds of major magazines, television and radio talk shows around the world.
As I predicted when I first began speaking out, no legal action has been taken against myself or anyone in the media who have covered this story.
The pathetic cowards of this world can only blow smoke. Once they've been exposed, they run and hide
The events surrounding the death of Kurt Cobain are filled with lies, contradictions in logic, and countless inconsistencies.
Here's just some of...
WHAT YOU WERE NEVER TOLD:
COURTNEY LOVE WAS FACING A DIVORCE
Kurt was in the process of leaving Seattle and his wife Courtney, when he was found dead.
Courtney knew Kurt wanted out of the marriage. Just weeks prior to his death, she asked one of her attorneys to get the "meanest, most vicious divorce lawyer" she could find.
SOMEONE WAS USING KURT'S CREDIT CARD
One of Kurt's credit cards was missing when his body was discovered.
Someone was attempting to use the missing credit card after Cobain died, but the attempts stopped when his body was discovered.
COBAIN WAS IN FEAR OF HIS LIFE
The shotgun found at the scene was purchased BEFORE Cobain left for rehab in Los Angeles, NOT AFTER he fled the rehab as reported by misinformed media sources.
The shotgun was fully loaded with three shells. It was purchased and loaded for protection, not suicide.
The police claim there were no legible fingerprints on this shotgun!
The truth is, the shotgun wasn't even checked for fingerprints until May 6th, nearly one month after Cobain's body was found.
THERE WAS NO "SUICIDE" NOTE!!
The note found at the scene by the police was immediately labeled as a "suicide note." The police report states it was "apparently written by Cobain to his wife and daughter, explaining why he had killed himself."
But this note was not addressed to Kurt's wife and daughter and it says nothing about "killing himself!" This note was clearly written to Cobain's fans telling them he was quitting the music business. There was only a short footnote to Courtney and Frances and the handwriting contained in those lines has been questioned by several handwriting experts.
COURTNEY HAD ANOTHER NOTE SHE KEPT IN SECRET!
Courtney was in possession of a second note after Kurt's body was found! SHE DIDN'T TELL ANYONE about this second note until several months later when information about it slipped out during an interview with Rolling Stone Magazine.
The second note, the one that Courtney kept in secret, clearly defines the first note which was found at the scene of Cobain's death. The "second note" from Kurt plainly states he was leaving Courtney and he was leaving Seattle. He was NOT leaving the planet!
COBAIN WAS INJECTED WITH 3 TIMES A LETHAL DOSE OF HEROIN!!
Cobain's heroin, (morphine), blood level was 1.52 mgs per liter. This would require a minimum injection of 225 mgs of heroin, three times a lethal dose, even for a hardcore heroin addict! The drug Diazepam, was also found in Cobain's blood system.
THE OBVIOUS QUESTIONS:
1. If Cobain injected himself with a deliberate heroin overdose, why would he ALSO shoot himself in the head with a shotgun, leaving his baby daughter - the love of his life - with horrific visual images to remember him by? Why not just "go to sleep" on the overdose and never wake up?
2. IF Cobain injected three times a lethal dose of heroin, COULD he then pick up a shotgun and shoot himself? Wouldn't he have been immediately incapacitated?
Based on the heroin, (morphine), blood levels found in Cobain's body, preliminary research indicates Kurt Cobain would have been immediately incapacitated. He could not have picked up that shotgun. He could not have pulled that trigger!
Cobain was not barricaded inside the room as reported by misinformed media sources.
The stool which was supposedly wedged" against the door was actually just sitting in front of the two unlocked doors that only led out to a balcony.
Cobain did not leave his Driver?s License out for identification as reported by misinformed media sources.
The first police officer on the scene found Cobain's closed wallet, opened it to remove Kurt's driver's license, and displayed it in order to take a photograph.
THE FACT IS...
The police and the Medical Examiner have no forensic evidence that proves Cobain's death was a suicide. On the other hand, there's a substantial amount of evidence for murder.
The official verdict of "suicide" was simply a rush to judgement which eventually painted the authorities into a corner as reports of so-called "copy-cat" suicides began making the news.
As you examine this case carefully, you're going to discover there's much more to the events surrounding Cobain's death than what you've been told.