
Ellen Melon <__Veggienism__>
"If it didnt matter, you wouldnt be thinking about it"
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| About Ellen | 4/3/08 | |||
| Ellen Melon........... Im getting a tattoo that says that actually. I dont like piercings, i like tattoos. I listen to rock, electronica, emo & indie music I like cereal at night time and I still love slush puppies. I hate missing people - like when you genuinely miss someone - thats shit. Love is sometimes shit too - well no actually not real love, but fake love, thats shit. I love radiators and I dont like cold water. Lol i blab far too much. My favourite thing to do is to sit with my friends and talk random shit. Im a vegetarian and have been since i was 14, i dont plan on changing back, ever. Im very opinionated and people will find it very hard to change my mind & decisions - once i want something i am set on getting it weather its an object or a person. I drink coke and eat fizzy sweets at 8 in the morning. I love messy writing thats legible. I like my writing. And my room - I think a persons room says alot about them. I love big words because i just do. I love books - magazines get boring with all there weight BULLSHIT in them, fuck diets if you want to eat something really horrifically fatty then go ahead and do so. I finally got a "Jeremy Kyle" top!! Since im meant to be revising history right now I think i'll just add in, i HATE history. I used to play piano and im starting again sooooon. I dont smoke or do drugs - fucking pointless if you ask me, but heyho whatever flaots your boat. I would do anything for the ones I love. I am 100% travelling Australia when im 18 and i cant wait. I like to be on my own sometimes - people have a tendancy to do my head in. I waste my time on pointless people and my mood can change dramatically in the space of a minute. I will not settle for any hair colour other then blonde, pink and blue - i am never going brunette so dont tell me that i should thats just out of the questionnn! I NEVER want to loose the people i have in my life right now and i would not trade them for the world. Im really sensitive and sometimes i get happy for no apparent reason. 1 thing you should know is that i have cried of happiness - and i mean REALLY cried. Before I go to sleep I tend to lay in bed and think about things, maybe too much, i dont know. I am self conscious and i have a tendancy to over react about certain things. Im always a mess and I can find a fault in most things and sometimes nobody else can see the faults that i can see. I want to do something really good with my life and I wont let people get in the way of that. I want to be a mental health nurse and I cant wait to have my own house to decorate - im a geeeek Once i get started talking on a topic i love/have strong beliefs about its hard to make me stop. I think that the word perfect shouldnt even exist. I have alot of respect for some people -and i admire people that can write amazing books and i also really admire Frank Warren. I think i have anxiety disorder. I always laugh. If you smile at me, i will smile back. I love things that give me a thrill I am a prime example of a bad worryer and i bite my nails more then anyone ive ever met (they're 1cm long) Quotes inspire me. Im easily distracted and tend to go off in a daydream when someone is talking to me about stuff that i really dont care about. My childhood dream was to have 52 cats and 20 dogs - I know thats kindof odd so I decided that when im older i want 5 cats and 1 dog I try to fix things that are meant to be broken. I much prefer the computer to the tv. Ive always always always wanted a mutual addiction and I think i have finally found that mutual addiction - SAM <3 I can easily amuse myself and I dont need anybody to try to entertain me - because people entertain me when they dont even realise it. I DONT forget peoples birthdays. I wish i could fly. And be invisible. It would make alot of difference if people could do that.And, i think everybody has good in them. Cba to put my loves and dislikes in heree. If you read this, thank you x | ||||
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| Ellen gets well bored.. | 3/28/08 | |||
| WHO- 01. are you? Ellen Melon 02. is your best friend? CHARLLLYYY 03. is your boyfriend/girlfriend? Sam 04. do you like? The majority of people 05. do you hate? Nobody. 06. is your idol? Lol nobody. 07. annoys you? People.. 08. would you like to meet? Avril Lavigne, Adam Young <-- YESSS ! 09. who can you tell all of your secrets to and know they won't tell? Chazzy, April, Emma I, Sam. 10. can you get advice from? Abigail <3 WHAT- 11. time is it? 16:11 12. is your deepest secret? Well if i told you then it wouldnt be a secret anymore lol. 13. ammuses you? Most things/people. 14. song can cheer you up? Very cheery ones haha. 15. is your favorite thing to do? Be a fucking idiot 16. is your hidden talent? how would i know if its hidden? 17. is your bad habit? Biting my nails, talking to fast to the point where im non-understandable. 18. annoys you? People. 19. is your favorite movie? LOADSSS. 20. is your favorite tv show? Family Fortunes, Uve Been Framed, Harry Hill, Big Brother! WHEN- 21. is your birthday? 22nd April 22. is your favorite time of day? Late afternoon, evening. 23. is your favorite holiday? Summerrrr. 24. was the last time you took a shower? This morning. 25. was the last time you laughed so hard you cried? LOL cor..a few weeks back. 26. was the last time you cried? Ummm last week. 27. was the last time you did nothing all day? Today well i helped my mum go food shopping..but apart from that NADA.28. was the last time you acted crazy? I am that everyday 29. was the last time you did something you weren't supposed to? Errr :\ 30. is your best friends birthday? 10th March. WHERE- 31. are you now? in my dads office. 32. should you really be? here. 33. are you going to go for vacation, if your going anywhere? Not this easter nah, but in summer. 34. were you born? Epsom. 35. do you go to school? Ofccc i do. | ||||
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| Ellen #3 | 3/24/08 | |||
| Basics {Sorta} How long have you been alive? 15 years. What did your parents name you? Ellen Mary. Do you like your name? yeah. What's your favorite song right now? toooo many. Which color from the spectrum is your favorite? huh :s Random Questions Do you like your weight? yesss. Do you think that too much pressure has been put on weight in the media? yes, but you choose if you want it to affect you. What's your favorite genre (type) of music? electronica, emo, rock, indie. Have you been to high school yet? yerr. If so, was it a good or bad experience? it was okay Do you know that tune to the Peanut Butter Jelly song? ummmm i think so im not sure :\ Have you ever... sang on stage? naaah danced & acted yer. danced in the rain? yup. wanted to try out for American Idol? LOL no. actually tried out for American Idol? nope. been to the ocean? yeah =D been in a band? nope gone to a concert? yeaah waited by the phone all day for a call that never came? the majority of the night - yes. been kissed? yes. fallen in love with a friend of the opposite sex? yes..... ...of the same sex? no. memorized someone's phone number that never actually gave it to you? LOL no. cussed someone out? yes. gotten in a fight? not a hitting one - a shouting one yes. fallen off your roof? nop. Your Opinion: Love at first sight? lol dont believe in it - you cant judge someone from what they look like. Gay marriage? im good with it - if its love then go for it. Religion? Catholic. Sex before marriage? yes sir The current president? loool ohh baby <3 Wars? pointless, but the soldiers deserve respect. Dropping out? idiotic. Guys that wear eyeliner? ahaha are you a girl? Beliefs: Angels? guardian ones yes. Demons? in hell. Heaven/Hell? yes/yes. Women's rights? yes. Gay rights? yes. African-American rights? yes. The afterlife? yesss. Isn't it terrible... that children get beaten every day? its disgusting. that people have to fight in order to have peace? i guess so. that the legal system doesn't actually care about you? well they literally cant care about 490583490834906 people individually. that people are so superficial? yeah its disgustinggg. that I keep asking more questions? nope Lastly...finish the sentence: When I wake up; I usually feel better then i did the night before. No matter what, I still believe; that people have good in them somewhere. If you want me to like you, do this; dont lie. I wish; it would be sunny !! I like to; eat chocolate. Being in the rain makes me want to; danceee. Sometimes I; talk random shit. I hope to always be with; my friends & family & sam. I love; charly & sam | ||||
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| Ellen #2 | 3/24/08 | |||
| A - Available No. B - Best Friend Charly. C - Crush Love: Sam D - Dad's Name Mark. E - Easiest Person To Talk To April. F - Favorite Band Too Many To List. G - Gummy Bears Or Worms Neither - Cant Eat Them Lol. H - Hometown Molesey I - Instrument Piano. J - Job K - Kids I Want 2-4. L - Longest Car Ride 12 Hours. M - Milk Flavor Ew..? N - Number Of Siblings 1. O - One Wish Dont Need Wishes Atm P - Phobias Sharks, Deep Water, Boats In Water, Bottom Of Boats, The Dark Etc.. Q - Favorite Quote ... I Have So Many.R - Reason To Smile Friends, Sam, Family, Ruby <3 S - Song You Last Heard Sugababes - About You Now (In Woolies )T - Time You Woke Up 7 U - Unknown Fact About Me ... Some Things Are Meant To Be Kept Unknown (Y) V - Vegetable All Of Them. W - Worst Habits Nail Biting & Talking Too Fast/Loud. X - X-Rays You've Had 0. Y - Your Favorite Food Pasta & Chocolate. Z - Zodiac Sign Taurus. Would you kill someone? Doubt It...... Would you kiss someone of the same sex? Not Pull, Kiss Yer. Would you parachute from a plane? Ahahhh Umm.. :\ Dno Would you walk on hot coals? Maybe. Would you be a vegitarian? I Already Am Lol. Would you instant message a stranger? LOL Yer.....Would you sing karaoke? Already Have Ahahha. Would you run a red light? Yer. Would you dye your hair blue? Already have. Would you wear make-up in public? .. I Do Most of The Time.. Wtf :\ Would you not wear make-up in public? .. Dittooo ! Would you cheat on a test? Already Have. Would you make someone cry? Already Have - Unintentionally & Intentionally. | ||||
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| Ellen. | 3/22/08 | |||
| Welcome! heyy. What shall I call you? Ellen suits me fineee. I don't care how old you are, so I'm just going to skip that. kay. Why are you taking this quiz? boredom. Promise not to get offended? yep. Great! Any last words? (Muahahaha!) shuppp. Personal Life How's life treaten' ya? pretty good. Are you happy with your life right now? for the most part, yes. What could make it better, even if you are? my attitude towards things and people. Who do you live with? mum, dad, sister, ruby, alfie. How do you feel about this? peachyyy Do you have a history of traumatic events in your life? :\ quaaaa? How is school? Okay. Do you have lots of friends? i have enough. How do people generally perceive you? Very weird/random. How do you generally perceive people? depends on the person. Are you a bitter person? sometimes. Do you easily get jealous of people? i'll be very honest - yes haha. How do you channel your anger? i take it out on the wrong people - usually i need to be left alone when im angry then i will call someone and talk to them about whats making me angry then i calm down. How well do you trust others? with secrets - i trust too easily. other trust - not so easy lol. Your Appearance Do you think you are attractive? sometimes. Why or why not? because i do. What is your favorite physical feature? my eyes. Why do you choose this, above all? because they're nice. What do you think of your eyes? they're a nice colour Do you like the person you see in the mirror? on occassions Do you have a nice body? i dont think so - hate my stomach. apart from that its peachyyy. Have you ever been happy with your appearance? yes - rarely lasts long haha sound just like every other girl i bet. What about unhappy? yes, very - but much less then i used to be Has anyone ever called you ugly? not to my face Do you think you're ugly? nah. Were you blessed with physical qualities? um ? How important is appearance to you? well it does have to be kinda important.. but not completely. What 2 major things would you change about your appearance? tone up a little more. thats it Why do you choose these two things? because i hate exercise and need to do more hah. Friends and Social Life Let's be vague. In general, do you like people? yeah and no.. Why or why not? some are amazing people - some just dont deserve to be here :s Do you have a high or low tolerance for stupidity? i am stupid so yeah. Are you acceptant of others' beliefs? sometimes. Do you think you have lots of friends? i have enough. What do you think of the friends you do have? i think they're pretty amazing - especially the ones that are ALWAYS there for me and make me smile when i feel like shit Do you believe that 'friendship is golden' ? yes. Do you have a best friend? yes. How long have you known this person? since year 7 Are they like a brother/sister to you? you could put it like thatttt. Are you shy? yes - very very very very shy at times. Are you outgoing? yes - when im hyper i can be alot lol. Have you been hurt by people? who hasnt? - people dont care when they do hurt you though. Have you ever intentionally hurt anyone, physically or emotionally? yes. Why or why not? because i was angry. and i regret it but theres nothing i can do about it now is there. Are you straight, bisexual, or homosexual? 100% straaaaight. Are you sure? yes, very thank you Have you ever experimented with the same sex? nah doesnt really appeal to me lol.. Did you like it (if yes) ... Why not (if no) ? just dont want to do it. Does it frustrate you when people talk about sex? not really. Is it a subject that makes you uncomfortable? sometimes when people ask really personal questions about it :\ The things no one likes to talk about! (Touchy questions ahead.) Has someone close to you ever died? yes. Do you think about suicide? yes i have done. Have you ever tried to commit suicide? no. Have you ever been raped? no. Do you cut? used to. What are your feelings on cutters? i dont really sympathise with it.. its pretty pointless- and i can have an opinion on this because ive been there myself before lol. Do you suffer from Clinical Depression? no. Do you have an STD? no. Do you smoke cigarettes or drink alcohol? not anymore and yes. Why/Why Not? Because i do :s Last Questions Did this quiz make you uncomfortable? nope. Were you honest? yesss. | ||||
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| I Get Bored !! | 3/20/08 | |||
| A: Four movies I could watch over and over: 1. the notebook 2. thirteen 3. a walk to remember 4. any scary one lol B: Four places I have lived: 1. kingston 2. thames ditton 3. east molesey 4. -------- C: Four TV shows I love to watch: 1. family fortunes 2. harry hill !! 3. the oc 4. one tree hill D: Four places I have been on vacation: 1. antigua 2. corfu 3. france 4. new york E: Web sites I visit daily: 1. bebo.com 2. facebook.com 3. google.com 4. myspace.com F: Four of my favourite foods: 1. pasta 2. chocolate 3. chinese food 4. danish pastrys G: Four places I would rather be right now: 1. asleep 2. with sam 3. on a big walk with someone 4. on a really hot beach having loads of fucking funnnn ! H: Four friends I think will repost: 1: no idea 2: 3: 4: ! SPILL YOUR GUTS Q. Last thing you ate?: mini eggs Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 12 weeks?: ........ my birthday Q. What's annoying you right now? pshhh you dont wna know haha. Q. What's the last movie you saw? jeepers creepers 2 loool. Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships? nope, dno how they would work. Q: Who is the last person you called? April. Q: Been cheated on?: i dont think so. Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?: doubt it lol. Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity) love. Q: Do you wish on stars? nope. Q: Does it work? no idea. Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: nooope. Q: When did you last cry?: pshh couple of days ago. Q: Do you like your handwriting?: its alriteee Q: Are you a friendly person? i think so. Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? lool i suppose you could say that Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? mine. Q: What colour shirt are you wearing? cream. Q: Do you have any pets? 2 cats. Q: What is the colour of your bedsheets?: white, red, yellow, all sortsss. Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? umm on msn i think ! Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?: today. Q: Look to your left, what's there?: my bed side table. Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?: ohh many times. Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?: yeah. Q: Song that makes you cry?: loads ! seriously hah. Q: Are you a normally happy person?: from time to time yeppp. Q: Is your self-esteem low? veryy. (most people probably say the same lol) Q: What colour are your eyes?: green, blue, yellow Q: Long or short hair: short Q: Current Music? heartbeat- scouting for girls <3 Q: Current Status?: relationship- Sam <3 | ||||
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| Againnnn. | 3/18/08 | |||
| Have you ever liked someone who didn't like you?: Yes. Said "I Love You" and meant it? Yep. Gotten in a fight with your pet:? YES LMAO. Danced naked: LOL haha Nah. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: Umm I Dont Remember Lol. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah More Then That.What book are you reading now: Soul Cravings. Worst feeling in the world: Knowing That The Person You Love, Loves Somebody Else, Heartbreak. Future son's name: Harvey Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes My Teddy. What's under your bed: So Much Shit.. Seriously. Favorite sport to watch: Most Sports Are Quite Exciting To Watch Lol. University plans: Nursing Degree ---------------------EXTRA STUFF---------------------- Do you do drugs: Nahhhh! Do you drink: Yep If I Fancy. What are you most scared of: Like Everything.. Seriously Where do you want to get married: Somewhere Nice. Who do you really hate: Nobody. I Want People To Die But I Dont Hate Them.. Dont Ask Been in Love: Yes. Do you drive: Nope. Do you have a job: Naaah. Do you like being around people: Yer Not All The Time Though. ----------------------------STUFF--------------------- Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: YES DUH.. Do you have a "type" of person you always go for? Nopeee. Want someone you don't have right now? Nah. Are you lonely right now: Nah Song thats sticks in your head a lot: Loads Do you want to get married: Yuuppp Do you want kids: Yesss! ----------------FAVORITE--------------------- Room in house: My Room. Music: Electronica/Rock/Emo/Indie Band: LOADS. Colours: Orange. Month: April & July. --------------IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU--------------- Cried: ..Yes Bought something: Yeaaah. Gotten sick: Nope. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yes. Met someone new: I Dont Think So Cant Remember LOL. Missed someone: Yes Very Much. Hugged someone: Yupp. Kissed someone: Yeeah. ----------- I N F O R M A T I O N ------------ Name: Ellen Melon. Status: Taken. Sex: Female. Sign: Taurus. Hair color: Blonde. Eye color: Green, Blue, Yellow Height: 5ft 4 ---------------- H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ------------- Given anyone a bath?: Yep. Smoked?: Yeah. Bungee jumped?:Noo... Made yourself throw up?: LOL Ew.. Nah. Ever been in love?: Yes. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Nah. Cried when someone died?: Yeah. Fallen for your best friend?: Yes, He Was A Boy Btw.. Done something you regret?: Yes A Lot But Over Now --------------- A R E | Y O U --------------------- Understanding: When I Want To Be. Open-minded: Occasionally. Arrogant: Rarely But I Can Be. Insecure: Veryyy! Random: Overly. Hungry: Nope. Smart: Close To Never Actually.. LOL Organized: Yeah. Healthy: Nah. Shy: Can Be VERY. Difficult: Yeah Hah. Bored easily: Nope. Obsessed: Very. Angry: Yes, Sometimes. Sad: Ditto. Happy: Quite Alot Atm !! Hyper: ATM I AM VERY Trusting: Yes! --------- W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A -------- Kill?: Psshh 1 Person, But I Dont Hate Them Or Anything Like That.. Slap?: Same Person.. As Nice As They May Be.. Get really wasted with?: All My Friends | ||||
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| You Dont Even Care But Heyyy :) | 3/18/08 | |||
| 100 things about me.... 1. Full Name: Ellen Mary Hallala 2. Nicknames: Ellen Melon, Ellz, Elly, Elle, Melon, Smellen 3. Birthday: April 22nd 4. Place of Birth: Epsom 5. Zodiac Sign: Taurus 6. Male or Female: Female 7. Year: 11- 4 weeks left! 8. School: Nds 9. Occupation: School 10. Residence: My House 11. MSN Screen Name: Ellen Melon(*) (L)I Love You Forever Sam(L) I AM IN LOVE WITH OWL CITY __Your Appearance__ 12. Hair Color: Light Blonde. I want to be platinum 13. Hair Length: Short. 14. Eye color: Mainly Green, With Blue & Yellow 15. Weight: 8 Stone 4 16. Height: 5 Foot 4 - Midge 17. Braces?: Nope 18. Glasses?: Nope 19. Piercings: Ears 20. Tattoos: LOL YES PLEASEEE 21. Right or Left: Right ___Your "Firsts"___ 22. First best friend: Kayleigh. 23. First Award: Err.... 24. First Sport You Joined: Me & Sports Just Dont Mix.. 25. First pet: Cat- Ellie. 26. First Real Vacation: Ahhh France I Think 27. First Concert: Westlife ! 28. First Love: Pshhh.. Lets Not.... ___ Favorites___ 29. Movie: LOADS! 30. TV programme: Wife Swap/Family Fortunes 31. Color: Orange 32. Rapper: ....... 33. Band: I Have About 100 Tbh.. 34. Song: ANYTHING BY OWL CITY <3 35. Friends: Pshh I Love Them All To Pieces 37. Sport to Play: ...Me, Sports? No 38. Restuarant: CHINESE PLEASE ! 39. Favorite brand: Dont Really Careee 40. Store: Gta Be Primark... 41. School Subject: Art 42. Animal: Cat 43. Book: OMDZZZ Anything By Jodi Picoult, Oh And The Perks Of Being A Wallflower 44. Magazine: Quite A Few. 45. Shoes: Dolly Shoes, Converse ___Currently___ 46. Feeling: Really Euphoric Actually 47. Single or Taken?: Taken. 48. Have a crush: More Then A Crush ! - Sam 49. Eating: Nahhh. 50. Drinking: Ditto. 51. Typing: This 52. Online?: Yupp 53. Listening To: Owl Citys New Album 54. Thinking About: SAM 55. Wanting To: See Sam.. How Cliche 56. Watching: This Screen.. 57. Wearing: T-Shirt, Trakky Bums, Jacket, Underwear. ___Your Future___ 58. Want Kids?: Hell Yerrrr! 59. Want to be Married?: Yes. 60. Careers in Mind: Yess!! 61. Where do you want to live: Surrey 62. Car: A Little One Will Do Me Fineee __Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___ 63. Hair color: Dont Care Really. 64. Hair length: Shaggy Thanks 65. Eye color: Blue Or Brown. 66. Measurments: HA 67. Cute or Sexy: Prefer Cute.. 68. Lips or Eyes: BOTH! 69. Hugs or Kisses: Ahhh Both ! 70. Short or Tall: Taller Then Me. 71. Easygoing or serious: Both - But Not Together. 72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Bothhh. 73. Fatty or Skinny: Lol Normal/Average. 74. Sensitive or Loud: Both 75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship. 76. Sweet or Caring: Both- More Caring Though. 77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Both. ___Have you ever______ 78. Kissed a Stranger: Nop. 79. Had Alcohol: Yep. 80. Smoked: Yeah. 81. Ran Away From Home: Nah, 82. Broken a bone: Nope. 83. Got an X-ray: Naah. 84. Been with someone: Yeah 85. Broken Someones Heart: LOL I Think I Have Actually.. 86. Broke Up With Someone: Yes. 87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes. 88. Cried At School: Yes. ___Do You Believe In___ 89. God: Sometimes I Do Sometimes I Dont. 90. Miracles: Yes 91. Love At First sight: No. 92. Ghosts: Yes. 93. Aliens: Doubt It.. 94. Soul Mates: Yes. 95. Heaven: Yes. 96. Hell: Yes. 97. Angels: Guardian Ones Yeah. 98. Kissing on The First Date: Yeah. 99. Horoscopes: HELL YER! ___Answer Truthfully___ 100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can"t Have: I Got Him Already | ||||
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I like cereal at night time and I still love slush puppies. I hate missing people - like when you genuinely miss someone - thats shit. Love is sometimes shit too - well no actually not real love, but fake love, thats shit. I love radiators and I dont like cold water. Lol i blab far too much. My favourite thing to do is to sit with my friends and talk random shit. Im a vegetarian and have been since i was 14, i dont plan on changing back, ever. Im very opinionated and people will find it very hard to change my mind & decisions - once i want something i am set on getting it weather its an object or a person. I drink coke and eat fizzy sweets at 8 in the morning. I love messy writing thats legible. I like my writing. And my room - I think a persons room says alot about them. I love big words because i just do. I love books - magazines get boring with all there weight BULLSHIT in them, fuck diets if you want to eat something really horrifically fatty then go ahead and do so. I finally got a "Jeremy Kyle" top!! Since im meant to be revising history right now I think i'll just add in, i HATE history. I used to play piano and im starting again sooooon. I dont smoke or do drugs - fucking pointless if you ask me, but heyho whatever flaots your boat. I would do anything for the ones I love. I am 100% travelling Australia when im 18 and i cant wait. I like to be on my own sometimes - people have a tendancy to do my head in. I waste my time on pointless people and my mood can change dramatically in the space of a minute. I will not settle for any hair colour other then blonde, pink and blue - i am never going brunette so dont tell me that i should thats just out of the questionnn! I NEVER want to loose the people i have in my life right now and i would not trade them for the world. Im really sensitive and sometimes i get happy for no apparent reason. 1 thing you should know is that i have cried of happiness - and i mean REALLY cried. Before I go to sleep I tend to lay in bed and think about things, maybe too much, i dont know. I am self conscious and i have a tendancy to over react about certain things. Im always a mess and I can find a fault in most things and sometimes nobody else can see the faults that i can see. I want to do something really good with my life and I wont let people get in the way of that. I want to be a mental health nurse and I cant wait to have my own house to decorate - im a geeeek
Once i get started talking on a topic i love/have strong beliefs about its hard to make me stop. I think that the word perfect shouldnt even exist. I have alot of respect for some people -and i admire people that can write amazing books and i also really admire Frank Warren. I think i have anxiety disorder. I always laugh. If you smile at me, i will smile back. I love things that give me a thrill
I am a prime example of a bad worryer and i bite my nails more then anyone ive ever met (they're 1cm long) Quotes inspire me. Im easily distracted and tend to go off in a daydream when someone is talking to me about stuff that i really dont care about. My childhood dream was to have 52 cats and 20 dogs - I know thats kindof odd so I decided that when im older i want 5 cats and 1 dog
I try to fix things that are meant to be broken. I much prefer the computer to the tv. Ive always always always wanted a mutual addiction and I think i have finally found that mutual addiction - SAM <3 I can easily amuse myself and I dont need anybody to try to entertain me - because people entertain me when they dont even realise it. I DONT forget peoples birthdays. I wish i could fly. And be invisible. It would make alot of difference if people could do that.